When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you Grab her and dont let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you Give her your atttention
When she pulls away Pull her back
When you see her at her worst Tell her she is beautiful
When you see her start crying Just hold her and dont say a word
When you see her walking Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you ;bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does
When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her -Treat her like she's all that matters to you - Stay up all night with her when she's sick - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes -When she's bored and sad, hang out with her -Let her know she's important. - Don't talk about other girls around her - Kiss her in the pouring rain - When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
I Loved him Endlessly. Nevertheless, HE wants to be loved.
To overcome HIM is just enormously difficult. As for him, he knows and understands me.
HE has become someone that was not what HE used to be. Reasons to that, because of a girl. And the girl was ME.
I hate to let someone love me especially when they just know me. HE will not let me go. HE will wait.
I am much more passionate about him. Not HIM.
Possibly, i dont like HIS doings. DRUGS? It scares the shit out of me.
Once is just enough for me to see that happenings in the past by a guy. NOW? Omg. My heart sank to see. With my own Eyes. HE was different. Very DIFFERENT.
Twice i cried because of HIM. Because i have to see HIM like that. Having Hallucinations. Accusing me. Threatening me. Not trusting me. In Addition, he did not realise what wear when i first came.
Oh well, YES, i am scared to see all those things. Basically, i dont like it. Drinking is okay. DRUGS is just too much. Go hay-wire. Its freaks me out.
Totally. I didnt speak to HIM. I even go much further than HIM. Trying to avoid. YES. Avoiding HIM. Cause he reminds me of the guy i used to be. And, i felt like RUNNING away.
He is now busy with werk & enjoying much more now. Exams over for him. Relieved. He is going to NS soon. Hopefully, everything works out.
As for HIM. Im still AFRAID of HIM. Because of HIS looks that day. ALL because of that PARTICULAR DAY. I wished that i hadnt turned up.
Nevertheless, i am just busy with work. Everyday is just back to work or just go out. And, Sister has went back to Aussie yesterday. Should be arriving this morning. Hoho. Missed her already. hahahahaha!
Mom and Dad has asked when im free to go to school to register for the June intake. At first, i thought its gonna be months more, maybe next year or something. Wrong guess, Dad actually agreed for me to go back to schoool in June! haha! Still, i have to rush to find a part time job. Gosh! I hope i could easily find one thats flexible enuf and not so bad salary. haha! Yalah, there is still some things i have to pay on my own. pfft~ Okaaayy.
This is just a fast update. Dont really have time. In which, soon i would have more time to blog.
And yah, me & that Cat Eye still in good condition! :P I Love Raihan Truck Loads!!! :)))
