Friday, May 14, 2010

I don't know what is it right now.
Everything is blurred.
My fault to blame. Forgive me.
I will go. Just as you wished.
Although it is hard, i'll pursue it.
Tears are dripping continuously as i type down these words.
Uncomparable love, just as prefect.
But i was left without any hope given anymore.
I chose to be alone.
On a miserable month of the year.
Where things were nicely planned.
I ruined this.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.

12:32:00 AM

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Friday, May 7, 2010

It has been sometime since i left my blog like this and jst this. So, here i am a few new touch to it. I hope it goes well.

Lots of tings has happened and im glad that now, evrything has settled on its own plce. Im going to a new beginning. To the University. Gosh. Im rather nervous by the word and evrything that is planned for me But im glad things work out that finally, im going Uni. Doing a course that i want to pursue in deeper. May not be something easy, i know, there are people all around me tht will keep motivating me. I appciate all that. Thanks Mom & Dad. Forgive me. I will make you proud this time. Bachelors, here i come!

I will be resigning my current full time job as well. Preety soon. It was a great opportunity and guidance given. Wouldnt want to go away but i cant fullfil to work there when i school. I love everyone in Somerset Grand Cairnhill! Hope to see everyone again. Im trying to find internship for my upcoming course. hmmm~ Will check it out soon.

In any case, its already my 1 year anniversary with him. Muhammad Raihan, i love you! Sorry if i ever hurt you. In which sometimes i do. I apologise. No matter how, it is hard for me to let you go just like that. The person you are, just make a whole of me. Thanks for being the most understanding, most patience and most loving boyfriend ever!

To re-cap, since you came into my life. Till now.

First date. The First day that i Met you. The First Impressions that last.

The Date.

Just Us. And Only Us.

Right below, MuhdEdrylElfiyan. Or cuter to be called Yan. haha! Missed him. If there is a chance, might be seeing him very soon. Did spoke to him on the phone. Aidil was shocked that he suddenly wants to speak to me after so long. xD Wished this little one to have a good life. I bet.

The girls. Only if Cha is in. In any case, i love you girls. xD

Next post might be on my Birthday. Stay tuned.

10:36:00 AM

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