SNAP !

After years of absence, I'm BACK !

2011-02-10T17:35:00.003+05:30

A new year, 2011 after years of absence and now with a new beginning & goals. Now, this is my everything. Rahmat Said. My dearest and my life till forever. I live my life for him. Don't ask me why this sudden, but this is how i feel for him. It's been 3 months now & he is my everything now.

It wasn't smooth sailing but surely our love still stay strong. All those fights for this few months has never made me want to break this relationship apart. I know you're special. How we first met ?

He failed once asking for my number when i was with Bestfren (Fanna) chilling out. And so, weeks later, i saw him again at the same place coincidently. :)) I feel something is different about him. Something awaits us. From that on, our love story begins.

So, baby, i wanna tell you, i love you. Till forever more.

Loves,

Hanis

2010-12-12T00:19:00.002+05:30

Heyheyhey !
Hello Earthlings, HumanBeings & Also, Flintstone's daughter . Ehh ? :P

So Yeah, As You Guys Could See Above .
I Ain't Fynaz .

Well, As You Guys Know ..
She's Always Lazy & Yeahh, Don't Need For Us To Say .

Im Currently Bored On The Plane,
On My Way Back To Singapore . So Im Just Here For A Mini-Update .

Thanks For Reading This Lame Post .

Much Love & God Bless ,
Passion .

Ever since it came.

2010-08-09T21:55:00.001+05:30

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Stop Abortion

2010-08-04T19:00:00.004+05:30

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!I love you, Mommy.Every abortion is just…One more heart that was stopped.Two more eyes that will never see.Two more hands that will never touch.Two more legs that will never run.One more mouth that will never speak.

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bestgalfrens

2010-07-15T09:57:00.001+05:30

tadaa! will update more pretty soon. in any case, 3 bangles given by eika fr me n nana on my bdae in may! haha! hw lng is dat! lol. okay2. so, yeah, met dem th other day. missed dem til nw! nana gave us a dress each as a souvenir during her trip to krabi island.

nw, im on my way miting boo. cnt wait! toodles! wil update again very soon.

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Im not sure myself..

2010-05-14T00:32:00.002+05:30

I don't know what is it right now.
Everything is blurred.
My fault to blame. Forgive me.
I will go. Just as you wished.
Although it is hard, i'll pursue it.
Tears are dripping continuously as i type down these words.
Uncomparable love, just as prefect.
But i was left without any hope given anymore.
I chose to be alone.
On a miserable month of the year.
Where things were nicely planned.
I ruined this.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.

Relieved.

2010-05-07T10:36:00.006+05:30

It has been sometime since i left my blog like this and jst this. So, here i am a few new touch to it. I hope it goes well.

Lots of tings has happened and im glad that now, evrything has settled on its own plce. Im going to a new beginning. To the University. Gosh. Im rather nervous by the word and evrything that is planned for me But im glad things work out that finally, im going Uni. Doing a course that i want to pursue in deeper. May not be something easy, i know, there are people all around me tht will keep motivating me. I appciate all that. Thanks Mom & Dad. Forgive me. I will make you proud this time. Bachelors, here i come!

I will be resigning my current full time job as well. Preety soon. It was a great opportunity and guidance given. Wouldnt want to go away but i cant fullfil to work there when i school. I love everyone in Somerset Grand Cairnhill! Hope to see everyone again. Im trying to find internship for my upcoming course. hmmm~ Will check it out soon.

In any case, its already my 1 year anniversary with him. Muhammad Raihan, i love you! Sorry if i ever hurt you. In which sometimes i do. I apologise. No matter how, it is hard for me to let you go just like that. The person you are, just make a whole of me. Thanks for being the most understanding, most patience and most loving boyfriend ever!

To re-cap, since you came into my life. Till now.

First date. The First day that i Met you. The First Impressions that last.

The Date.

Just Us. And Only Us.

Right below, MuhdEdrylElfiyan. Or cuter to be called Yan. haha! Missed him. If there is a chance, might be seeing him very soon. Did spoke to him on the phone. Aidil was shocked that he suddenly wants to speak to me after so long. xD Wished this little one to have a good life. I bet.

The girls. Only if Cha is in. In any case, i love you girls. xD

Next post might be on my Birthday. Stay tuned.

My Boyfriend

2010-03-22T14:20:00.002+05:30

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your atttention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she is beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and dont say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
;bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

he & HIM

2010-03-08T17:28:00.003+05:30

I Loved him Endlessly.
Nevertheless, HE wants to be loved.

To overcome HIM is just enormously difficult.
As for him, he knows and understands me.

HE has become someone that was not what HE used to be.
Reasons to that, because of a girl.
And the girl was ME.

I hate to let someone love me especially when they just know me.
HE will not let me go.
HE will wait.

I am much more passionate about him.
Not HIM.

Possibly, i dont like HIS doings.
DRUGS?
It scares the shit out of me.

Once is just enough for me to see that happenings in the past by a guy.
NOW?
Omg.
My heart sank to see.
With my own Eyes.
HE was different.
Very DIFFERENT.

Twice i cried because of HIM.
Because i have to see HIM like that.
Having Hallucinations.
Accusing me.
Threatening me.
Not trusting me.
In Addition, he did not realise what wear when i first came.

Oh well, YES, i am scared to see all those things.
Basically, i dont like it.
Drinking is okay.
DRUGS is just too much.
Go hay-wire.
Its freaks me out.

Totally.
I didnt speak to HIM.
I even go much further than HIM.
Trying to avoid.
YES.
Avoiding HIM.
Cause he reminds me of the guy i used to be.
And, i felt like RUNNING away.

He is now busy with werk & enjoying much more now.
Exams over for him.
Relieved.
He is going to NS soon.
Hopefully, everything works out.

As for HIM.
Im still AFRAID of HIM.
Because of HIS looks that day.
ALL because of that PARTICULAR DAY.
I wished that i hadnt turned up.

Guess??

2010-03-06T13:47:00.002+05:30

Back! After the long outrun. LOL.

Nevertheless, i am just busy with work. Everyday is just back to work or just go out. And, Sister has went back to Aussie yesterday. Should be arriving this morning. Hoho. Missed her already. hahahahaha!

Mom and Dad has asked when im free to go to school to register for the June intake. At first, i thought its gonna be months more, maybe next year or something. Wrong guess, Dad actually agreed for me to go back to schoool in June! haha! Still, i have to rush to find a part time job. Gosh! I hope i could easily find one thats flexible enuf and not so bad salary. haha! Yalah, there is still some things i have to pay on my own. pfft~ Okaaayy.

This is just a fast update. Dont really have time. In which, soon i would have more time to blog.

And yah, me & that Cat Eye still in good condition! :P I Love Raihan Truck Loads!!! :)))

Okay, Byee! off from work!

Greatest Moments.

2010-01-30T10:28:00.004+05:30

The most latest outing with boyfriend. Went to ILuma to catch the ToothFairy Movie. An awesome one. Was like unexpectedly funny. Especially 'the Toothfairy'. Was kinda cute when he said " Hey, don't throw money!" & " Money is heavy. Money is heavy." xD Just so cute!!

~

Its getting nearer to our 8th Monthsary Plus Valentines. So, i've been thinking lately what to get for BabyBoo. hmmm~ haha! And next month gonna be a BUSY month. lol.

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Im still enquiring regarding School. Seems that i might be starting real soon.

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I've never Realise how to be really Faithful. And, i think, mostly would have guessed, the kind of girl i am. But, its not always the same situation. This time round, I have appreciated Love. And to be Faithful. I dont know. Is he the only one so far that i can say, mine? I guessed so. No one has ever let my parents to say OK to be with. And, no one so far has went out with my MOM. Talked to her, laughing and all. But he does. The only one so far, has succeeded to let my MOM have no worried of me being together with him.

Maybe, just maybe, I realised how strong Love makes someone GOT stuck like glue.

Just maybe, this would Last.

In fact, he has been the most understanding. The most of MOSTLY everything. To be the one who cared, to be the one who motivates.

Muhammad Raihan, I Love You. And it is the greatest thing to happen. :)

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Below, some photos of family outings. xD

2010

2010-01-09T16:49:00.002+05:30

Hello everyone! :)

I know i've been missing for quite some time. And its kinda long. Well, just been very busy that i didnt even have the time to sit and update my blog. Gosh!

So far, im just fully occupied with either work, or to meet bf, Plus wif family.

Most recent outing with my family would be to the Night Safari. Tiring ofcos, But it was great! Enjoyed the food as well. haha! XD We also had a chance to try the Fish Spa. Real nice! :)

Therefore, i had a chance to go for another try of Fish Spa. This time round, 30 mins. hurhur. Ticklish at first then it was okay after. LOL! *wouldnt wana put up the video that i was screaming as the fish got around my legs*

Went out with Babyboo like always. Sometimes more than once in a week. At least once in a week. Well, since his holidays are over, a little difficult to meet him. Not really very difficult. At least once a week. haha! But soon, he is gonna go for NS. hurhur. That would be once in 2 weeks. hoho.

Currently, me & sister are using the same phone. Guess2. xD N97 mini. diff colours lah.

Work has been normal. Was a hectic last month. This month was okay. Unsure of next month. Plus the Lunar New Year. Then, im still deciding which month to enroll my Degree. Yeah, im going back to school! :) I dont know, i wanted to school, But its complicated with the fees wise and all. Like, waiting too long also is not good. Otherwise, i would not wanna go to school. =.= So, nw, unsure. I know i have to save up money. But, oh well, i dont know. Pressurising. Its hard to talk about it.

In anyways, Missed all my Gfs. Am still waiting to meet up with all of u. Including a decent outing will be just fine. :)

Okay then, till here. Toodles.

DirtyLITTLEsecrets

2009-12-13T10:06:00.004+05:30

Top picture, was the one with the babes at KFC. haha! Just found it at facebook. lol!

This dress, eventually, its mine. Thanks to Baby. :) Fell in love with the dress. Really.

Below are pictures of the day me & Baby went to Bali Thai for our lunch cum dinner. Haha! It was nice. Not bad at all. And coincidently, yesterday Dad brings the family out for dinner to Bali Thai as well. Too bad i have to work. =.= And plus, almost everyone went for the zoukout. GGrrr~ Was seeing lots of guest going for the party. Either that party or party of their own in their apartments.

Been a while since i last met Baby. Busy with things and work. Oh well recently was on sick leave due to my cough. Still having it now though. Don't like the feeling of the phlegm stuck on the throat. Yucks!

And i have not been to the beach again. I mean to relax my mind or to meet some friends family there. Idk. Maybe cos THE FRIEND is not there anymore? I guess so. But i do miss them there. Wonder how they are doing. hmmm~ No matter how their way of life is, its how they are able to survive. At least, they are still surviving with a real shelter unlike us. Fortunate us? Jyeah. But they too have to think of a way to actually get back to their real lifestyle. I see a few family's there. Pregnant, lots of kids, tents only, no electricity, cook food using charcoal (its like bbq & we rarely do bbq). Imagine. I think they might be thinking im not coming down to pay them a visit as THE FRIEND is not around. Possibly Yes. But if i were to drop there, i will surely meet them. Really. Very soon i guess. :)

Work has been okay and busy nowadays. Gosh~ And here comes Christmas. Everyone will be coming just to have parties. haha! Oh well. Now im planning on my school. Not sure wich month i shud start next yr. Cos to me, Work = Work only. School = School only. Concentrate. xD

Dusty,Rusty.

2009-12-02T13:10:00.002+05:30

Back to update! Sorry for the delay, But my Laptop was down with the browser. Gah! Anyways, Im unable to upload a lot of pictures as im doing this at work actually. So, one is enuf okay?? :))

Ever since my last post, everything's fine despite been working only. Still, meeting my Babes, my Colleagues, Out with family & also definitely, Boyfriend! :)) Yay!

Hari Raya Haji was normal. Stayed at Home and EAT. haha! Wanted to do some visiting But was unable to do so as they are not in-house. Therefore, just went down to Ang Mo Kio to the Fairprice. jengJENGjeng! Had some vouchers. Just got some things there lor. And that was that for Hari Raya Haji.

Most recent event was out with the Babes (as per picture on top) for the Beach party. Fresh Party. So, i was normal with it. Music the whole night will just make you groove ya body the whole night. Oh well, glad Eika & Sha2 enjoyed themselves. :D The only thing i want it to be. Oh well, i went off earlier than them. So, i heard that everything went well that night. Next would be most probably be Zouk-Out. Not sure yet. But a most likely. =_=" Okay lh.

Im tired of typing here! And yah, Got one cute keychain from my colleague, Christie that went to Hong Kong recently and came back. hoho!

Okay, buzzing off now! xD

Hello World!

2009-11-19T10:10:00.008+05:30

Back! After a very long disappearance...... =_="

Okay. So about the DIY, look up. That's what i've done. Not so very WOW! thang but it works. :) Thumbs up! Maybe next time should do it hand drawn rather than pasting all that in which was easy. hahahahah! I had more in mind But had lack of time to get it done. Maybe next time. :)

Below are pictures taken when i met the Girls. LOL. Although just a simple dinner, whereby a last minute sudden pop up thang, it went off well. Very well. Since it has been a while since i last met them, things change for them ofcos. Oh well, i guess i had it done during school days. ahahaha! But missed the school days. Meanwhile they can still enjoy it now. hmmm~ So, I'm the only one among the flowers that is attached. =_=" All broke up with their boyfriends. Either reasons from themselves or just the Guys. haha! And i guessed, a friend that once was my Girl's bf, now having another GirlF. Pathetic. Years of relationship, broke up, and the next thang you see, he is with another Girl. And after, he claims all the friends of my Girl is none of his friends anymore. Childish! But who cares??? I don't need him to be my friend. Cos he breaks my Girl's heart. LALALALAL~

Hey, why isit raining a few times this morning? Now its raining as well. Hope to meet Baby soon later today. :)

Welcome back.

2009-11-06T12:41:00.002+05:30

Hello!~

I'm back to update this dusty blog of mine. For whoever that reads in which i doubt not much does. haha!

~

so far been busy with work and Baby. Ofcos, family too. :) I try my best to spend as much time as possible for my loved ones.

~

A BIG Hello to my new Samsung Corby. :) I decided to give my LG Cookie to my lil bro in which i sternly emphasize to him to take good care of my phone. hahahaha! Well, ofcos, its all my money! I wanted the festival orange for my Samsung But was out of stock. -_____-" Therefore, i took yellow. Not bad, cos i love striking colors!~

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I went to the beach most of the time when im free. As in Sembwg beach. Like as if im gonna go very far! Just to see the sunset or to just relax my mind. Its been a long time since i did all that. Beach is like my most favourite place to go to whenever i'm stress out. And come to think of it, i feel that i was much more stress before than now. LOL! Maybe, before was too much of the guys thang. now that i've settled, its been way better. And i rather let it be this way.

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I'm doing a DIY thing for BabyBoo. For our 6th monthsary. And, i feel that time flies very fast that it is already 6 months! :D Glad that i found him. I have yet to finish the DIY. But will finish it up by tonight. Hope he likes it. Its not something so nice that i've done. But, Just to make him feel special, and that it is from my own hardwork of doing it, Hoping he gets the message that i Love him endlessly.

~

well, thats done, praying that i do well for my assessment. xD

PicturesUp

2009-10-24T23:01:00.010+05:30

Yay! Get pictures uploaded. Thanks to my laptop that is down, currently borrowing sister's laptop. :) SO, to get started, pictures of food.

We actually went to Pizza Hut to have dinner. There's more to the food just that it was not taken. haha! But it was satisfying anyways. hahahahahah! Exceptions to the service, the food was nice. xD Filled our tummies.Okay, this is just a candid picture taken. As in on Friday. Went out with Baby to catch a movie. Imagine That. Hilarious & cute movie. But it shows alot about parents love towards their kids. Like between Job and Daughter's big day. haha! Thumbs up to the movie. Baby loves it! :D

On one of the days before, we went to Fig & Olive to give it a try. haha! i Only love the prawns and the sauce. LOL! Still, the seafood was nice. :) The fish too. Except for that seafood that gets stuck on my teeth whereby i just gave it to Baby to finish it up. Thanks sweety! xD

Pictures taken on Thursday. Went to J.B with Mom & Dad Plus Sister. haha! Just eat eat eat and more eating. LOL. The only pictures taken in J.B. xD Nothing to shop there anyways. haahahah! So,spend on food for Mom esp. hahahah!

Okay, gonna go to bed now.

ZzZZZZzzzz.

Dophins

2009-10-21T20:05:00.002+05:30

Im just putting this up just to see who cares and who doesnt.

I mean, they are of rare species. And in Japan, they are killing them. Astarghfirullah alazim. yes its true that we slaughter other animals. Mybe they follow their old traditions. But dolpins? They are so cute, so innocent creatures. I could cry wtching the video.

I would have to support Hayden Panettiere that is actually brave enuf to go down Japan with her friends for a peaceful protest.

:(

How could they??

ButterCocoa.

2009-10-21T19:16:00.002+05:30

This week work wise, I'm not too darn tired although i'd have to work for 3 mornings. -____- Which was tiring standing in the train. haha! Complain plak aku nih! ~ So, it has been almost 2 months i'm working in the company and everything goes smoothly there. Although a little stressful, it is a learning point for me. One thing for sure, i get to see so many little cute babies and kids!!! xD

In any case, yesterday went out with Baby after work. And him after his medical check up. LOL~ Complaining about his painful arm. Kesian sayang. But then, we had our dinner at Fig & Olive. It was tasty. Yumyum! We did take quite long time to eat. Esp me ofcos. Slow eater as always.

Since Baby's arm was in pain, decided to just go home by public although Vivo was already quite close to hys place. And ofcos, baby's kerenah yg macam2. Suke bully aku. hmmph!

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Top picture, kinda miss that hair and during that time. Cos, i would have more time to spend with Baby. Compared to now, not so simple to actually arrange a meet up. Even if just a simple dinner, it will do alright still. :) At least im able to see him, and be with even for that few hours. Sometimes, we do feel its waste of time to meet for just a few hours. -___- Even if so, if we both aren't tired, we would still meet up. Thanks for being understanding Baby! :D

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Studies wise. Still searching for the right degree take on, where and when. Need to check on the fees, timings and stuffs. Maybe in a few months time lah. Insyaallah, i will take up Bachelors (Hons) in Convention and Events Management. Still thinkinh whether shud take up on that or not. Praying hard, i could take it as full time. But still, how bout work right?

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At home, like how it is suppose to be, sister is so Kecoh at home. Even in the room. But nowadays, it feels so humid in the room at night. -____- Lucky had air-con, if not, i can't sleep for the night. its not like im choosy or what, But i won't be able to sleep well. That's all. But in any case, i still ain't sleeping well. Keep on waking up within an hour. O.o Then, thats where i would be having panda eyes. Yawning. haha!!

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Upcoming event, Mom's Birthday in two weeks time Plus 6th Monthsary. :))

And oh yah, been wearing slippers going out. Like, shud i get flats. I mean, when i saw one, the color i wnt is out stock or has none of my size. -____- Heels?? No way! Had enuf of it wearing at work, But maybe shud get Wedges instead. Need to get a nice,comfortable,cool flats. haha! And another Bomber possibly. hmmm~

Oh well, shud stop my blabbering now. Cheers!

The Girl, The Guy.

2009-10-17T23:44:00.002+05:30

When a GIRL is quiet , millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing , she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions , she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds , she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you , she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest , she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday , she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' , she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' , no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

I would be glad if all these happens. In which, mostly does. I love you darling. Just you. :D

calm.

2009-10-15T22:31:00.003+05:30

It has been a very2 smooth ride for me these days. Baby has been a very understanding boyfriend so far. To actually understand my job, and to actually hys skul n job too. It wasn't so tough. But it does when we can't meet for the week. -_____- i would be the one whining and trying to fit to hys timing. Sometimes, things clash with what is planned BUT everything went well in the end. Awesome! :)

Anyways, top picture, we ended up eating at pizza hut for dinner after my morning shift. Tired actually But who cares! I have boyfriend to go out with. haha! :D Baby was actually engrossed looking around at people. -___- i know, how bad can this be. He would also laugh on hys own. Pelik tapi benar lah. hahahahahah!

Every day, without fail, me & Baby would text each other. And like always, I would most likely to be the one that's gonna be dozing off first. xD Sorry Baby, i tertido lahhhhh. teeheee! And he would always win the bet thati would be the one sleeping first before him. Dah tertido kn, nk uat camne. heheh!

Eventhough i slept before him, i would end up waking up in 5-10 minutes intervals. -____- Sometimes i would even have nightmares! ZzZzZZZZzzzz. gosh! That is just so bad. It's like i can't sleep well. But when i do, pls, don't bug me people! haha!

Family wise, my parents have been supporting well with my current job. Oh well, for the time being, i'm doing fine with it. There is still more for me to understand better and do things better. and for your info, i'm tired of typing oredi! It's been every single day i'm typing and looking at the screen! Other than that, it would be the telephone! And addition to that, money. -____- With all the complains with this and that, every is hectic. But among all the days, i love Sundays...... Very peaceful indeed! :))

What else eyyy......

Yah! Did went out with Jaja too recently. Just went shopping and hang out. :) Still, she can't get enuf of it. haha! Aku tau, gerek kua ngn aku! Wakakakakak!

I've been looking on the degree that i might be taking. Just planning at the moment. Hmmm. Still a long way to go. But hopefully i do manage to get it. Plus, maybe enrolling for car license by the end of the month. haha! Ofcos, next pay in! yoohooo!

Hmmmm...........

Things change now. And it's never better. To someone, i've been wondering how you've been doing there. Are you okay? Are you feeling alright? Have you eaten? What you're doing? And stuffs. But i never seem to be able to ask all that. Like really everything. -____- Can you pls be my friend? Cos when you go away, it seems different, and i know its tough. Sigh. But i don't know, how you feel now. Impossible you gonna be a fren to me again. It's ok. I still remember you. Friend. :))

Okay. Feeling tired now and already promised Baby i'm sleeping now. xD

Update soon when i can! :D

Sayonara! Baaaaaaaaaaaa!

:))))))))

2009-10-11T16:16:00.005+05:30

Met Baby on Sat, accompany him for hys soccer match and den chilled at the park and went off to the airport. :)

Too lazy to update. Just put up pictures okay??

So eventually, Baby had to meet Mom at airport. -___-"

They had a good conversation i guess. Good sign. hahahahah! best of all, i get my Luqourice candy!!!!! Yay!!!!!

Plus, Welcome Back Sister!!! :D

I Love you darn lots baby!! And i know one thing, our love is growing stronger and stronger. Even though we are busy sometimes, i know we would owaes try to spend tym together. Thanks for spending time with me knowing that u are tired. I appreciate it lots. XOXO

Just soooo Random.

2009-10-05T22:35:00.007+05:30

Firstly, sorry for the late updates. huahuahuahua! xD Maybe just due to my lazy-ness to update. haha! Okay, first picture on top, just kinda missssssss my long hair. Hey hey hey, i don't normally keep long hair. haha! Oh well, i'm keeping it again. Hopefully i could stand waiting. haha!

BUT ofcos, i missssss my Boyfriend even more! haha! Miss dat slenge cute bacen cat eye. haha! Panjang ehhh. Okayyy. Just missed him darn lots. Don't know why. It's more than during the fasting period. haha! LOve youuuuuuuu Baby! Plus2, gonna be 5th Monthsary soon! yay! Got surprise for him. xD

So this is a group picture of the recent Jalan Raya with my secondary mates. Ramai kape. Its like a whole class. haha! Oh well, that's over. At last! :) Waiting for more pictures to come by Eika.

This one, Yasin. Childhood friend lyk that. 9 years?? Or more?? I dont care lah. But he has been pesturing me to take a photo together. Suke hati die lh kan. Asal kn die bahgia. Klu tak bagi, lagi die pesture aku. haha! xD

Photos below are at SGC. My colleagues. xD

Me, Fina & Christie.
Christie step malu. haha!

The Girls of SGC. Except Linda that's not in the picture.

Why I am the only one wearing the Ascott T-shirt was bcos i have an Attachment with the departments. haha! Da lyk school kid pat ctu. xD

Okay den, dat's all. Gonna go out with Baby tomorrow. Yay!!!! :P

Tadaaaa!

Be Me.

2009-09-27T20:39:00.004+05:30

Met Baby at last after weeks of busy-ness. xD Although we don't really have a good plan for the day, i still enjoy myself to be ard him. Love you truck loads honey!

Here, the Ascott Bowling Comp. On top, M.K team got 3rd. from left, (i dnt knw hu)xD, Mel Rose, Fauzi, Johnny, M.K & Esther. Cute lyk that. Still although it was tiring yesterday, i still find it okay that i get to meet some others that i know. Still, aku kene Bully! Haiyak!

Today work is so darn tiring. Dont know why. ZzZzZzZz. Gonna go to bed soon. Yawns.

Went to Raya at Bik Patemah. Watched F1. Yay! Lewis Hamilton won!! xD

'I'll Make Things Even. I Won't Be In Your Shoes Anymore. You Are To Be In My SHOES Now.'

I don't understand why sometimes.
But i would end up making myself feel better.
Am i lying to myself?
To feel miserably miserable at times when i think things would be different.
Who are you?
What do you want?
Asking and answering.
Myself Again.
Valid answers?
None. Never had one that actually existed.
Will justice be around the corner soon?
I hope so.
Summarise, totally overall disappointments.
Sighs.

So, a call out, Anyone wants to catch Phobia 2 Movie??

2nd Day Raya.

2009-09-21T20:08:00.007+05:30

Tadaaa! 2nd day of Raya!! hoho. Visited Wak Ru's house and Wak Ami. Nothing much. Just eat and eat and eat. haha! xD

That's all. Nothing to blog about anyways.

Raya 09 ; Misery

2009-09-20T22:07:00.010+05:30

Firstly, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin. Klu ade terkasar bahasa, Ampun maaf. Klu ade menyinggung perasaan pon, hamba disini menyusun 10 jari tgn dan kaki skali mohon maaf yeee. Ampunkn lah Dosa saya ini. :)) Maceh.

Basically, Like any other first day raya, morning would be our heavy Breakfast. Ketupat, Rendang, Ayam Masak Merah, Ayam Masak Kurma, Serunding, Sambal Sotong, Sambal Goreng, Lodeh.... Fuhh! Love it! So here are the pictures in the morning.

Den, time to go Kampung. Like always, late. haha! GO so early pon uatpe kn. hahahaha! xD

Pictures before we went off.

Reached my uncle's place. And the only one for the day. haha! xD

Okay, that's all for the first day.

Misery.
I'm hurt But will never show you.
I'll say Sorry for every single thing, even if it's not me.
I'm truly hurt by your words But you never knew.
I'm taking the few steps of initiatives, But are you?
I'm to be blame for my wrong doings.
Please Forgive me.
I beg on my knees.
Never a time i would never forgive you, But why me?
I'm Jealous, I'm Hurt, I'm Disappointed.
Do you know?
The other world, has never said sorry, But i did. Why me?
When you're wrong, you never said sorry, But i did. Why me?
I'm Ugly.
I'm Dumb.
But never will ask for sympathy.
Do you see everything the way i see it?
Misery.

uploaded.

2009-09-17T22:17:00.006+05:30

Here are the pictures that was supposedly to be uploaded before BUT i just received it from this girl. haha!! *smacks head* Received her text msg when i was otw from work just now. Apelagi... Check emails uhhhs!

Today at work nothing much happened anyways. And now im rushing to upload and update this. Got a chocolate bar from a guest. huahuahua! Dark chocolate lagik! haha! PLUS! my heels nye sole nk tercabot uhh! Damn! Tak smpi sebulan pon da nak Mampos nihh kasot. HAHAHAH!

okay2. tomorrow have to work till night again. ZZZzzzzZZZZzzzz! When it reaches 9pm, it would be chaos to print out everything and counting this and that. WTF! From tak berpeluh JADY berpeluh!!! xD

POST soon again eyys!!!

Buzzing off now!!!

Off day.

2009-09-15T20:25:00.004+05:30

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!

My only off day before the hectic days of werk and den Raya. Did all the curtains. xD Tired oi! Sneezing sumor. And den, off to Geylang. Kinda late too lah. Wah! Glad i finished the putting up the curtains on time. Phew!

Top are the pictures of my Lil Bro and me. haha! Mom and Dad lak, tak sempat nk Snap any pictures of them. hurhur!

Just bought some covers for the pillows and another carpet. O.o

I'm actually feeling quite Fcuked up that i am restricting myself from saying how i feel in this blog. Ever since somtin happened previously. Thanks eh! -_______- So gloomy.

Missing the Babes. ZzZzZzZzZz!

Work Wise, Been Fun & Great. Nothing more could be described. Although i have some more to learn, I'l take it slow and surely i can do everything smoothly. Lots of nice colleagues. And Yes, I'm called Little Sister. They Bully me. :( Sad ehh! hahaha! Events that gonna happen sooon is the Bowling Tournament & 25th Anniversary party. Hopefully i can come fr both. O.o Gerek kepe! haha!

oh well, that's all folks!

xD

Missing Baby truck loads! -__________- Bila nak Jumpa i nihh????

Apology.

2009-09-12T19:04:00.000+05:30

SORRY Baby For Making You Worried.

Is my apology Accepted?

Last Minute Agaaaaiiin.

2009-09-09T21:39:00.002+05:30

Boo!

Like i guessed, ended up only me & Jaja went out today. huahuahua! Binget laaaaaa ngn dorg. Its like They asked for an Outing and ended up bubble. wth! Next time don't even ask for it lahh. Pathetic nye! Malas wana talk about ti anyways.

So, just went around Bugis, shop, go eat our slice fish soup after that. And saw someone i knew too! OPY. Neymind if you readers had never spotted his name in my blog. It's like, just an old friend. Oh well, he acted as if he doesn't even know me. He even messaged me recently to ask me out and i rejected. haha! What a coincidence laaah. He was with his Girlfriend. Ade hati nak menggatal ngn aku lagy, furthermore knowing i have Baby. *smacks head*

Like always, me & Jaja, Kecoh nak mampos! haha! Still, we were bragging about the outing that supposedly to be a big one. Idk laaaa. Kinda pissed off. Gaaah!

And just now, when I wanted to mit up Jaja, on my way to Admiralty..... there was a Van in a distance that was parked at the Loading/Unloading Bay. It was kind of Long you see, and i can see the engine is on But i'm unable to see the people in there. it looks empty. haha! So, i walked in front of it instead of the back bcos of the smoke and my dry throat. Suddenly, "BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!" *shocked* i didn't turn to look at the van but instead i walked even faster thought that they wanted to move out. Then, they whistled at me. APelagi, I walk even faster. HAHA! Lucky not Heart Attack!!! Giler uhh!

I told Jaja and she laughed Non-stop. Then it came about her saying, 'That's why i prefer to go out with my Boyfriend so that nobody could disturb me. Aman cket.' I AGREE. I prefer that way too. Then i would feel much secured.

Sighs. Talking about boyfriends sometimes is a Heartpain, Funny PLUS Missing them. haha!

To me, I Forgive and Move on. But would not forget. SOmetimes, it's just nature that we would remember the past in a Flash.

AND, like i used to say, I Hate it when people use this phrase to me ' I'm POOR, you're RICH. I'm NOT like YOU. ' A zillion times I'm saying that I AM NOT. Please, get it straight. I would HATE you just by saying this. It's so wrong to phrase it that way. Nobody could live with an easy life if it's not for Hardwork. If i was some kind of person, I would be living in a Bungalow, With Maids, Limos, AND whatever u name it i have it. Pissed off lah. SOme kind of sympathy for saying that???? GROW UP!

Another thing, About my blog herrreee. A big FAVOUR, if any of you dearies doesn't like what i blog about, I'm sorry, BUT this is my blog and my say. Don't READ if you don't like it. AND anything you wanna say OR comment, drop it in my TagBoard. I don't wanna know anything from other people abt my blog. As long as i Don't feature your name, it's not a problem, BUT if you feel the stab in your heart its you, I'm sorry, and it is just how i feel. What can i say, if it's true, and you felt Guilty, apologise. If not, then don't even brag abt what i say in my Blog. Just simple mindset. APOLOGIES. xD

Aku sound so Bitchy plak! hahahaha! Nahh, all i can say, PUT YOURSELF in MY SHOES. Then we can get along better and understand better. Asking for Sympathy is SOOOO pathetic. :D

End it here.

Nothing to talk about.

2009-09-08T10:49:00.003+05:30

Hello!

Now is break time at work. O.o Sorry pada orang yg berpuasa, BUT just now i went to have my Breakfast. haha! So, its like now my break time I'm not really in the state of hunger. hahaha!

Firstly, sorry to Baby that i slept even before he went off dozing. haha! Once I'm lying in bed, I would most likely fall asleep after that. I know that you readers won't be able to see any post in the wee hours as i would have been snoring away already unlike previously that i would stay up very late. Depends i guess. I have nothing to surf the net at home, it's like, i surfed most things, checked almost everything and I'm too lazy to chat sometimes. So, i would just either find some movies to watch or just bug the people at home, watch TV OR eat. haha! Can't miss that one! xD

Tomorrow's agenda would be out with the SWEETfam girlies for a BREAK-fast. (me ofcos, not sure if I can start fasting tomorrow) I am unsure what would really happen that night. It's like, almost a YEAR-PLUS i didn't see most of them OR i might even say that I've never met 1 or 2 of them. SO basically, I am the oldest among them and I don't really know them that well except for a few that can really think like me & not the FAN-atic ones. I'm not criticising BUT maybe its a fact that these young girls wanted to look older, act like one and be WILD. Omg. Went out with a girl and she thinks that way too although she is of their age, BUT i prefer her as she can think maturely and ofcos, don't wear like them and like them. So, she is not the clones of them. No offence BUT this i sjust what i think. I don't know how I'm going to react when I'm with them. Cos, we are of different age, and the way we mix around with people are different. Oh well, i missed most of them anyways, mostly made up of my NETBALL juniors. of a certain batch ofcos. haha! They are easier to be with and handle. Thumbs up!

Today I'm attached to the Engineering Department. All the Big Brothers. haha! Jyeah, full of their craps But they would really make people's day although they are busy and has lots of things to do. Really, they do have alot to do. And they to really bond. I think that really matters. Co-operation. It is as important to be in a team.

What else do i have to say in this post eyy? hmmm.......

So yesterday marks my 4th Monthsary with Baby. Time flies. Okay, wanna play my game.
haha!

BYE!

4th Monthsary.

2009-09-07T19:44:00.000+05:30

Currently now I'm having my trainings. xD haha! So havoc! Just now i was attached to the Security Department. Located at in the lobby close to the reception counter. SO, just go ard abt the fire alarm panels and stuff, secret doors?? haha! Jyeah, i had fun lah despite the boring hour after that which i have nothing to do. Tsk! TOmorrow I'm attached to the Engineering Department. ZzzZZzzz! They say it's fun, well, hopefully, cos 9 hours is a long day attached to them to know their operations.

While attached to the security department, there were some humourous jokes about one of the security. We call him Uncle Goh. Abg Sani (Engineering Manager) Came to the security side finding Uncle Goh. Saying that he saw him cycling to work yesterday very fast paced. And telling him how slow he walks at work. HAHA. With Abg Sani's reactions and all, its so darn funny! HAHAHAHA! xD After that, Uncle Goh was being disturbed by everybody the whole time. Sorry Uncle GOh. haha!

Before proceeding to work, me & Fina, went for the orientation at Ascott Raffles Place. Wah, very exclusive luxurious building. Nice. Thumbs up. xD

Anyways, Happy 4th Monthsary Baby! Takmo majoook eyyy. Love you so darn much!
XOXO
Geeesh! Gonna be a long way down till i can meet Baby. haish! Waiting..........

Rush.

2009-09-04T19:11:00.001+05:30

Top picture is just random. haha!

Okay, been a little tired of working. But it was alright I guess. So much patience in everyone actually PLUS busy and not easy tasks to do. Multitasking and remembering almost alot of things. Basically, have to handle alot of things. Calculations, updating. BLABLABLA...... even coupon parking update pon we have to do. ZzZzZZZzzz.. Ape nak buat. But kinda okay lh if there is nothing to do and had to do it, a bit relax lah i must say. Notice too that when night falls, it will be a little more easy. But this week gonna be working morning most of the time. hahah!

Okay, so,went out with Baby yesterday after work. Rushed straight to the destination with him. Yelah kn, die puasa, aku OFF. haha! Entah lah kn, Missed him darn lots. No matter how. Furthermore, not sure gonna be able to see him this next two weeks till raya lah kan. He kan, da jady busy man next two weeks. haha! Next week, a confirm thing that, both off days of mine is set for buka OUTSIDE. hehe. If Baby nk follow, pon lagy aku suka! haha! OK, so, friends thang is done. Just waiting for the day to happen aje!

Sister is coming back earlier this year! YAY! haha! Lucky her lah. Then, order baju raya on9, i must settle again. macam2 laa kakak aku yg satu ni. Naseb baek aku sayang kau! HAHAHAH! And, ofcos, gonna have chocolotes from her, candy, clothesssssss. Accesories or make up plsssss. haha! Belikn lah aku HANDBAG ke, kn bgos. boleh dibuat pki. kekek!

Now2, let's get the RAYA mood ON! haha!

Blank at This Moment.

2009-09-02T20:12:00.001+05:30

Happy Engagement to Zahidin. O.o Didn't i know you're engaged until u told me. But neymind, all the best in your future endeavours. Hope your love with her will last forever in each other's hearts. Peace. Amin. :D

Sorry for the inconvenience of me not posting up a proper POST yesterday. Was tired and had a little mood swing. Girls kann. haha! But whatever it is, i shall not put it up here. Personal. Gaaashh! I know I've never been too personal in my blog. Ape2 lah kann.

So, today, Being the Admin Assistant of my Guest Service Manager, Kak Azlinda, I've been helping out with her filing, typing, printing, photocopying, cutting this and that PLUS reading agaaaaaiinn. And, stapling stuffs on different levels. haha! Okay laaah, soon I'll start learning other things right? Jyeeaah!

Been having unusual fever at night since yesterday night. Not sure why. Guess gonna take panadol again n sleep.

And one more thing, Deleting Contacts....

Baaaaaaa!

Sleepy.

2009-09-01T20:33:00.000+05:30

Start work. Was sleeping most of the time. haha! Nothing to do. Yet to teach me anything. Just get to know some things around a little bit. Then, having some Trainings soon.

Nothing to blog about. Not so in the mood to blog. Ape2 laaaa.

Baaa!

Paramedic??

2009-08-31T21:27:00.001+05:30

Recently watched Year One & The Hottie and The Nottie. Enjoyed myself wtching it. xD Make full use of my time as much as I can. haha!

Oh well, Just now went out with Jaja as she wanted to change some shoes in town. A Last minute thing. Decided to break out fast there as well. On bizarre thing happened in the train.

We wasn't sure why the train kept on delaying that at AMK we even have to change to another train. And still delayed. Me and Jaja were chatting and i noticed a Malay Tudung Girl standing beside the Door looking a little unwell and as if something is bothering her. Cos i was standing at a position whereby i can see her directly. When we finally reached Orchard station, The Girl was in front of us and she suddenly stopped. Stretched her hands wide and grab the rails. Her body was moving left and right and suddenly just collapsed beside Jaja. The Girl was shaking.

Someone shouted telling us to make her lie down face up. Wth! Hello, dont have to shout at us okaaaay! So Jaja helped me to turn The Girl around. SHe was quite heavy despite her small size. :D We managed to make her sit up right and she looked like she still is aware of us ard, cos i sw her eyes blinking. I asked if she was okay and she shake her head fr an Answer of No. And i asked is she fasting, and she responded by nodding. So, i told Jaja that i think we should carry her out before the train doors would close, Jaja agreed too and I saw a Man standing up to help us. SUDDENLY. A Chinese NS guy came pushing me and Jaja away shouting 'I'm a Paramedic! I'm a Paramedic! I'm a Professionally Trained Paramedic!' WTF! No sense of respect. And Jaja told me that she saw him asking The Girl ' Can you hear me? Can u read my Name Tag?' BIG QUESTION MARK! Read hys name tag?? Hello, she is unconscious, only Yes and No questions lahh. O.o

So, den, by the look of it, he is not really professional lah, c'mon, he was shivering handling The Girl PLUS the dumb question he asked. The SMRT Officer came to see what happen and told him to bring The Girl out. SEE! Told you! Acting like 'Macam Paham', wanting to carry The Girl alone BUT can't asked someone to help. The SMRT Officer asked if we were her frens, which i answered NO just coincidently we were behind her as she fall on us. The smart alleck of the NS guy, told one of the Officer that he is a Paramedic and that he saw The Girl FELL. another WTH! And after saying that, he looked at me & Jaja. WHile we stared at him. As i GUESSED, he wants the Credit. Like as if he is the Hero For The Day.............Oh pleaaaaseeeee. She is wearing a tudung AND you even asked us to open her TUDUNG. FCUK! It has got nothing to do with her hair or whatsoever hiding in there. Plus, she fainted and you wanted to do CPR??? You think i didn't notice? WTH!!! Lucky fasting, still have my patience. DUMB ass! O.o

Okaaaayyy. I have this burning question laaaah. TO Girls especially.

If you know that your friend has a GF, and you ask Your friend to pick you up from work more than just Once In a While, Is it Right or Wrong??? And as the GF, who must she Blame to??? Both?? Tel me. WHAT DO YOU THINK.

Fly Away.

2009-08-30T12:06:00.000+05:30

Hello!

I'm glad that actually Allah answered my prayers. Not so much but at least a little. Got a job in Ramadhan, know some things, and to actually know that Baby do love me a lot. I'm contented with what i have right now. And i want it to stay this way. :)

Yesterday night, i do have lots of questions in my mind. All needed answers. Alas, there were answers to it. So, Baby decided to make the last night he is fetching his friend. Did he came to realise how i feel actually? I guess so. In fact, he asked me whether i do really let him fetch his friend or i just force myself. And like i told him, once in a while i don't mind. Just be in my shoes and tell me how he feels. Telling me that he loves me even if the friend has feelings for him, is enough to prove it. Furthermore, telling the friend it would be the last is more that enough. I'm a Girl and I'm sure how girls are. Cos once they liked someone, they would just wait and do anything. Because of Love, a girl is willing to wait no matter how good or bad the guy is. Whether they have done any SHIT on the girl. O.o
Bizarre but True. Correct me on this if I'm wrong.

Today might me going out for break-fast. Tsk! Tired i guess.

Had a very humourous chat with some guy friends last night. Telling me that they too went to Geylang yesterday. SOme accidentally hit a Girl's assets. haha! But he apologise ofcos. Just because he just hit the people around him. Another friend telling me Girls are wearing something that might just break their fast when looking. Like everything is gonna come out! Hilarious by their character, and i enjoyed my time chatting with them. Guys will always be Guys. They themselves can't deny that. Oh well, not my problem with what people wanna wear. Just a little unappropriate on Ramadhan i guess. Whatever it is, like as if I'm Perfect. Right?

Okay then, wanna do some impt things. Post soon! Bye! xD

J.B, Geylang.

2009-08-29T23:06:00.003+05:30

Recently went to J.B with Mom, Dad & Lil Bro. Break-fast there too. So, main intention there to get some home stuffs and Raya Outfit. This year, Mom wants us to wear White. First time ever we are wearing White. Oh well. Just for the Raya atmosphere, first day as always, we would all wear the same color. White is just sooooo Pure, cooling. I like it!

Got Dad & Lil Bro's outfit. But mine still not!

Then at last got mine at Geylang. But so darn tough. Its like there is so few white's ard with what i wanted. At last found it and just grab it laaaa. Tooo tired to go around.

Missing Baby Plus not able to meet him so often already. O.o Gaaah!

Now tired.

Post soon.

Bye! xD

Awesome!

2009-08-27T21:45:00.011+05:30

Watched Final Destination 4 3D with Baby. Im Late. haha! Sorry Baby. But so nice of Baby that reached earlier than me bought the tickets first. :D I kept on shrieking wtching the movie. Shocked laaaa! haha! It was okaay. Wasn't as great as the previous ones. But still, we loved it. Cos its 3D! xD

So, after the movie, rushed to Airport to take Baby's pay. By then, it was already 5 plus. haha!

Then, we proceeded to Bugis to Break our fast for the day. Wanted KFC. xD Lucky us, despite the late-ness, we gt a couple seat, just nice. And, food is ready right on time. How great it can be. haha! Baby den decided he doesn't want to get his jeans. SO, since i wanted Dendeng so much, we head down to Geylang Serai.

Walked around, Got our dendeng and everything else, went to Baby's place and he sent me home. The best thing ever for the day was Baby promised to show some card tricks he knew. LOL. Now i know. xD Thanks Baby!

Baby told me that 2 weeks before raya he might not be able to meet cos he would be helping out at the Mosque. So, not sure if tis week is the only week he would be able to meet until raya. O.o
Plus me working. -______-"

Not gonna make this post draggy. haha! I know you readers wouldn't want to read so much anyways.

Oh well, recently went for an employment checkup. Tsk! But lucky this time no Injections needed. haha! Not sure about something told by the doctor. DO i have heart problems?? idk! zZzZzZz....

To someone that secretly reads my blog, When you Wished for Your Past to Be a Reality Again, I'm unsure if It's gonna Happen. It's up to You to Decide. Karma is Always Around to take Its Toll.

Now, let the pictures play its role. xD Enjoy!

That's all.
Bye! xD

Laughters.

2009-08-25T09:58:00.002+05:30

Hello!

Okay, One good news, Starting work next week. I feel a little nervous by it that at last, i got the job that i want to last for years. Career i mean. Oh well, so i will be working shifts. A new experience for me to work on shifts. I know i have to be on their standards. Gosh! Looking at the standards gives me the chills. But, i don't care, i know i can adapt to it. Yay! to that. What job am i talking about? Soon I'll post.

So, Yesterday, was a little mad at Baby for a moment. haha! I was a little unhappy about unknown numbers wanting to get to know me. Its becoming more & more. Like I was before, I'm not interested! So, naughty Baby used his other number to text me. (cheh! Got a new phone lah kn)I didn't know his number of course! Acted to be interested to know me. At last, strike him back that he called 10 times i guess. He told me it was his other number. -______-" And apologised. Tahu takot! haha! xD

So I've changed my blogskin. Was not too satisfied with it like the previous vintage skin. O_o but i guess it looks okay. haha!

SmoooOoOooOchieesss Baby. I Love You Darn Lots lah Cat Eyes! xD

Fasting Month

2009-08-23T21:40:00.004+05:30

So far it has been okay this start of Ramadhan. A waste for me that i can't start. Annoying. So, i guess i'll be starting late. Oh well.

I've been sitting at home these few days helping a little at home. jyeah. Until my shoulders hurt till today. -____-

Hmmm. Missing Baby loads that i just think of him almost all the time.

Yesterday was a very heavy downfall in the early wee hours. I was still wide awake. Was a little frightened by the sounds of the thunder striking every few minutes. Didn't i know that Baby's place has yet to be raining like mine was.

I'm unsure. Am I being very jealous? I'm trying to erase all that Big Jealousy's. I don't always want to put all the negative things. Just don't all these good things became to be a stab on my back.

I have this fear. The fear of losing. A big Lost that I'm scoring Zero again. Love.

Don't have to understand me if you don't. Might be my English. nevermind.

Someone once said 'You look happy on the outside. Smiling and laughing. But inside you, no one has ever tried to understand. All you ever wanted was everyone to be happy. Despite hurting your own. Why?' Is this phrase true??

If it is said so, I just wanted people to understand how i actually feel. Things that i don't wish to explain. Not something Big to ask for right? I would be Glad if there is whom could. Cos no matter what, I will keep on smiling. Just chill and be cool. :)

My Love.
I love you and i can't imagine, you're not here with me.
I know that what i feel is real sincere.
I'll give you my word, that I'll treat you nice.
That's for my love, I sacrifice.
You're the one for me.

Pissed Off.

2009-08-20T21:32:00.001+05:30

I dislike it when people say 'u'r Rich, Clever .... Blablabla..' I am not rich, i am not clever. Once they assume that, they would even associate the negative things along with it. e.g 'u'r Rich , Clever But don't have to do that'.
wtf! In so many things, only that i can't accept. I can accept all other discriminates BUT just this. Only this. Sorry, it just pissed me off. *frustrating*

Nothing much today.
Now currently chatting with Nana.

Haircut.

2009-08-20T12:38:00.002+05:30

Since my hair was ruined, decided to give it a cut. haha! Oh well, kinda regret cutting but i know i would always cut it off after my hair gets longer. Gosh! it took ages for my hair to actually really grow. How pathetic right? Others had gone for a few times of haircut while mine is either still the same or just unbelievably slow growth. -______-" Okay, at least my hair has went for its lifesaver. xD

Went for interviews this few days. Like one day after another. Tiring. Plus last minutes of pushing the time forward.

So yesterday, meet up Nana & Khyu after my haircut Plus Soft rebonding. Just hv to, due to my ruined haircut. Kinda nice to meet them. Hope to meet the others as well soon.

Missing Baby alot........... Not sure which day to meet him.

Okay, Fasting month is coming in 2 days time. Wishing all muslims to have a smooth fasting on Ramadhan and may god bless you. xD

Interviews.

2009-08-18T22:23:00.003+05:30

went for an interview with the recruit company. Tsk! So darn early in the morning.

Oh yah! The top picture. Abg Firdaus. wakakak! he was admitted to hospital in the morning for hys surgery. -_-"
So now, hys voice Macho! haha! if not so lembut. He look so darn pale. But before meeting him, had to go through the visitor's list. Wth! Feel lyk smacking the person. Ask so much question. So fed up i called Firdaus, den they let me go. Waste my fcuking time. How dumb can they be? My name is already on the list, showed my i/c. Ape lagi, "jelingan mata" aku bagi. haha! Then after, complained at Firdaus lah! haha! He say they are CRAP! lols!

At last planned to meet Baby to go out and eat! I was so freaking Hungry! Didn't eat anything! So, while waited for Baby, AbgFirdaus dinner came, pity him, he look like he can't hold the spoon properly, so i suap lah! Sorry Baby, takmo jealous plak. Lenguh tangan suapkn die. xD Everything done, Baby called that he has reached hospital. So, i packed my things. Coincidently, AbgFirdaus werk mates arrived. Good lh, at least have company.

Met Baby, went off to Hougang Mall. And another thing to sympathy him at that moment was his bike's fuel going empty. Rushed to Hougang Mall. First thought wanted to go Pizza Hut proposed by Baby, bt there is no Pizza Hut outlet nearby, decided to just get McDonalds. Jadilah! Utk isi peyot! xD Baby lyk always, roving eyes. Just looked at him and laugh. huahuahua! :)

Den, Baby sent me home. Tired lah. The whole day outside. With heels and my dumb skirt that i have to adjust all the time. -______-"

Now, updating this. And i cant sleep despite having another interview tomorrow afternoon. Sms-ing Baby. I think he is sms-ing and sleeping. haha! Pity him that he is tired. LOL. *kisses*

Latest update, someone longed to be chatting with me suddenly POPs out. Oh well, confessions of him that he has been busy with work and try to forget me. -____-" Means now he has remembered me lah. Pale hotak! He bring up about the pass whereby, i just wouldnt want to remember it again. Cos if i were to remember everything, i would have everyone else in my head. On all the things that they do, i do. Suffering times are just to be erased. All i said to him, Im a whole new person, I've seen alot, experienced alot, and theres more better things for me to do and to know rather than some stupid stuffs. Both on friendship and relationships. If playing games is what they want, Im not interested. boohoo~

Guess Baby is in his WOnderland.
Now chatting with Nana. xD

'Each time i look at you, im so fond of you. In my heart i whispered, i loved the man sitting in front of me.'

Unknown.

2009-08-16T23:26:00.000+05:30

I don't even know what i think of for so long these days.

-_____________-"

Expressions of a the Cunning Boy.

2009-08-15T21:00:00.014+05:30

Out with Baby at last for his Birthday. Let the pictures play its role.

Tadaaa!

Oh well, we catched a movie on G.I JOE. Cool! Thumbs up! haha~ We loved it a lot. Like totally. Maybe its because its something like Fantastic 4 plus Star Ship Troopers. haha~ idk lah what kind of combination that it. But Superb!

Bought my all time favourite sweets whenever at Vivo. haha! xD

Went for a little shopping spree for Baby. 4 tops for Baby at Topshop, FBT shorts for his soccer plus bought myself a diamond embedded pendant necklace and studs at Forever 21.

Rushed home today for the tahlil. -_-" But just on time lurh, changed like flash. haha!

Home happy.

And, Sister is happy that her dressed reached here unexpectedly fast! xD

Happy Birthday Sweetheart,

2009-08-14T14:47:00.002+05:30

Happy Birthday Baby! xD

Since Baby's birthday is around 7 hours more to go, gonna just update a post.

Been missing him which he misses me lots too. haha! So, can't wait to actually meet him tomorrow. Gosh! Lucky us that our Birthdays falls when we are together. haha! Coincidence i guess.

Best wishes to Baby! Thanks for being the most cunning boy i love. haha!

K then, Bye!

Just wonder.

2009-08-13T12:54:00.001+05:30

I came to wonder if what i did was right. Something is fishy about her but how am I to really know if she really is?? I know Love is still strong btwn us But will a third party cause everything to break apart?

I wonder, would any Girl be so understanding? Not all. To know the risk of letting him do so, it already has made me go crazy! But TRUST, a powerful thing that actually made us strong to believe each other.

To say Im not jealous, absolutely wrong. I am Jealous!

Isit wrong for me to think this way? That the other girl is just over the limits?? To let my love to actually be close to his previous lover. I don't know how their love story went about. I know i trusted him, I know he loves me. But the Girl makes me feel uneasy. Makes me SCARED. Scared by the fact of my past nightmares. Knowing he is attached, why would she even think of asking that? Why not some other SingleBoys out there?

But in any ways, due to good reasons, i let him. :) And Baby, i feel this way cause i LOVE you.

'i dont see what anyone can see in anyone else but you'

Lady Gaga?? hmmm.

2009-08-12T21:18:00.001+05:30

Anyways, already planned for a nice Birthday for Baby. Plus, bought him a present already. xD Thanks to Oreo aka AbgFirdaus for making some good choices. Alas, make it as a couple kind thang. Satisfied. Despite, spending a lot on it. I don't regret. I know he would like it, wear it, take care of it. haha! Soon, on hys Birthday, I'll take a picture of it. haha! The top picture was from the internet. The same model and color for Baby. Black. Mine is White&Gold. I guess its the new Adidas watch. Okaaaaaay! xD

Hope that Saturday won't rain. At least, i can pull him to go somewhere. A nice calming place with beautiful scenery. I thought of making it BIG, as in with friends and stuff, with a birthday cake. But, i thought of making it a grand thing next time. Since i only know a few friends of his, i make it to the next birthday, FURTHERMORE, next yr hys 21st. So, gonna make it special on hys 21st. haha! Plus NS lagik! Biar die.

So, Birthday thing is planned, just waiting for the day. xD

Early events been informed to me. Eika's making a chalet in Nov. Late November due to her Hubby kesayangan 18th Birthday. hahas! Okaylh, byk nah spend duit lh dorg nihh. But i understand, she wanted to make it a surprise fr him as she knw he wants it. SO sweeet!

Okay, on the topic, LADY GAGA. Wassup? Well, sister told me that news is spreading she is a Hermaphrodite. Shocked but i know that there are people like that. Nothing so abnormal. Checked out and jyeah, she is. But, she is more of her feminine side. So, who cares? I love her style and sense of fashion. SOmetimes it may look weird, BUT, she has her own of fashion statement. Her own. Heck care what others wanna say bout her, she will still go on with what she wished for. How i wished i could go to her concert whereby my fren gets to see her! Being the bartender for the VIP room. tsk! i wan too! Pleaseeeeeeeeee Rizack! Get her cool stuffs for me or something. haha! Okay, prangai tk perlu! Never lyk tis! haha! xD

I LOVE YOU, RAIHAN.

Okay, tired. BYE!

Let the pictures do most of the talking.

2009-08-11T23:15:00.010+05:30

At last! I get to upload most of the pictures! YAY!! Oh well, went to Science Centre. Like i mentioned in the other post, to catch Da Vinci. To say it was awesome, not really. But okay. fascinated by the mona lisa and all the inventions. Others, not so. Just plain theory or legends. Thats all.

After Da Vinci fever, went off to Vivo to chill and have lunch cum dinner.

My favourite addicted sweets that whenever i go Vivo, i try to get this. Sour Lemon Lime. :)

Saw this at Vivo. It was great! We actually stopped to watch them in action. Some sort like military band, bt nt really, plus their humours, it was excellent! xD

Then, ate at The Chicken Rice Shop. hurhur~ Satisfied that it fill up our empty stomaches. xD

That is all. Done. Bye! xD

2009-08-09T16:37:00.000+05:30

I hate the fact of people stating 'I don't go out with attached peeps'

If like that, don't ask people out bugger!

Excitement.

2009-08-08T09:10:00.001+05:30

Shucks. Dumb Blog can't upload picture. Been noticing blog has been such a heartbreaker these days. ZzZzZz. Is it my laptop OR internet OR simply the blog??? Answer me if u know. If its my laptop, Okay, my laptop is such a pain in the Butt.

Today's agenda. To go Da Vinci Exhibition with Baby. (:
I know he has been waiting to go. Step tanak jer. -_-" So, at last, since i already got my pay ( Darn Happy! ) AND his pay, decided to go today. Although he worked last night and this morning, he still wants to meet me this afternoon. Etaaaaaa, i sabey that he is actually excited to see Da Vinci. Okay Baby, your wish granted.

Lastnight went to Kak Aida's house (my cuzin) for the kenduri and tahlil. ( <--- find out what it means) Me and Mom was late. haha! Dad was sick, he just sent us there. Been seeing my cuzins 3 tyms tis week. PLus, Monday again, Shafiqa's birthday bash. ZzZzZz. Lucky for me and Kak Siti, we didn't do our birthday bash. So, we didnt get sabo-ed. xD Yesterday was normal, just a little weird by the fact that the other world of a family just joined us again. Unsure if changes are going to be GOOD. It may & it may not. We just follow the flow. It seems okay so far for the few days, might be okay lah. I mean, its the past, as long as they don't bring up the matter, its fine. We are family. No matter how, Family would be the ones around to help when your in need. Oh well, anything lah, as long as aku Happy, other Happy, ape aku kesah! xD

Monday's plan is to meet up Kak Siti & Sha around noon. get whatever needed for Daddy's Girl Birthday. hahahahah! We are gonna make her brood for the day. wth, birthday girl, ofcos must sabo! hahahahahah! Unsure if my parents coming down. Like biasa!

Now im thinking what to wear for later. Baby's sleeping. so, not even sure what he would wear. O.o

Days ago thought of changing my blogskin again. But after hours of browsing, none interest me. haha! SO, guess maybe next time. xD

Okay then, update again with pictures. (praying hard blogger would be okay)

XOXO

I Love You.

2009-08-06T22:06:00.008+05:30

Happy 3rd Monthsary Baby! Gosh! It flies so fast, without noticing 3 months has passed by us. Very sweet memories. I Love You Baby! Muaacckkss! xD And, I'm afraid i might lose u. I'm afraid u might walk away. So Baby, Don't leave me. Apology accepted for testing me eyyh. haha. xD

A few notes written by the staffs of the restaurant. Gosh! Leaving them, marks the best experience i had with them. Despite cursing some days of work. But certainly, there are sweet things. As in, quite a lot! haha! I love them. Thanks for the book! I'll keep it and jot down my thoughts. Smoochies! :D

Cousins. Took it in the bus. Why r we all worn lyk dat ? Well, my aunt pass away. We were otw to the cemetery. ok, we arent suppose to look happy, but, just smile fr one shot. hmmm. Rest in peace. Okay. Thats all. Nothing to talk abt. -_-"

Going to sleep now.

' I like your smile. Ur cute. I like when you're ard. Gonna miss you. Love you. '

The same common sayings. '

Thanks.

I love you guys too. :)

Bored

2009-08-03T22:20:00.006+05:30

My current Korean Drama, The Man Who Can't Get Married. Catch it on KBS World every Monday at 9pm. hahaha! xD

So, im bored and back to my lifestyle of sleeping late, eating junk food, online, wtching movies at home and go out with Baby. Haha! Wth. And, am finding a job that suits me and to make it as a career. LOL. Seriously, i am. I've been thinking about it for days, and maybe, just maybe, i should really start a career in travelling. But gosh, can any company's please hire someone like me, train me, i may not be experience in it as yet, but, im interested to actually learn from scratch of thei system. Amadeus, Abacus, Galileo and blabla. Sigh. Why didn't i learned that in school? -_-"

And so, Im learning basic Mandarin online. Like as if i am a tourist going to China. :) kinda fun. So, i actually understand a little. Still, im finding the right website to learn more. wo je tao, im slowly learning something at home. haha. xD

Recently i watched Horton on Star Movies. Wah, i like it! hehe. And just maybe, there is something smaller than us, living in their own world. Cool eyy. haha. Nice and cute movie. :)

Im missing Baby a whole bunch! -_-" Not sure when will be our next meeting. Which i think on Saturday. Plus, Im still figuring out what to do for his Birthday. Its like, it falls on the Kenduri for the Fasting month. gosh! haha. Ermm. Neymind lh. still cn plan something on the afternoon. Sigh. Plus, getting a surprise birthday gift. not sure what it should be, what colour suits and whether would he like it. Byk nye Questions! Still2, can't wait to meet up. Gaah! xD

Lets have a New Experience

2009-08-01T22:35:00.004+05:30

So, my off day i went out with BabyBoo. xD Missed him truck loads! awww~ I did get to meet him the week before, but just for a few hours. Went to Najib & Eika's pit after werk. Baby was working too that night. We decided to pay them a visit. And that was on a Saturday, all because my off day was pushed to Friday last week. doink! So, i get my Thursday off again before my last day. Had lunch at Marina Square. Chilled at Esplanade before proceeding to the airport to take Baby's pay. Then, we had our dinner there. went to BabyBoo's place and sent me home. :)) Short and sweet eyy.

My last day was okay. haha! Took some pictures. Got some gifts from them too. And the sweetest was the Book. Although i have yet to take it back home, still with them, unfinished, I did get to glance the few pages being flipped. Actually i cried lah. Cos i was about to leave the restaurant. Monica (a chef's wife, Michel) told me to wait. She came out with the other chefs, and pass me the book. She flipped. Saw some drawings from their daughter, Alyssa. And the other chef's names PLUS everyone else. All have their own say. Although it suck sometimes at work, But i know I'll make everyone smile as much as i can. Cos I've seen their hardship and they should be treated well, but they are nt treated as well sometimes. So, i decided to resign, and to go on to the tourism sector leaving F&B industry. I had good memories of them all. Learned quite a lot too. Fiesta Brasilia, We are more than just meat. haha! Brazilians are really nice people. Exceptions maybe because im seeing the good ones. And also, leaving all the customers that i know. Plus their advice. Really thanked them. Oh well, maybe i might be seeing them around. xD

Me, KAKAK Dorine (part time staff) & Arianne (chef)

Thilaka (office staff), me & Arianne.

Me and Thilaka looked almost like siblings sia! haha! Thilaka, im quite close to her. She could speak English, Mandarin, Malay & Tamil fluently. A very cute girl. And she is older than me. haha! I get lots of hugs and kisses. haha! Kisses is because, it is a way of Brazilians actually say hello, goodbye or to show they missed u. haha! gosh!

Now, im waiting for Baby to come back home. Asked me if he could fetch his fren from work cos nobody is picking her up. i said okay. he promised to be back before 2am. So, i guess it would be fine. Even if jealousy, i guess its normal, loved him. Thats why. even he gets jealous too sometimes. haha! Even score lah. xD

Today i did my own nail polish. haha! Success! i still think that i rather go to the manicurist to do it. Furthermore i have a memebership. Why waste. haha. But this is just fr fun. Nt so perfect. But, i guess it still looks okay. Yay!

Okay then, gonna continue watching my Kung Fu Panda. so bored. So im watching it fr enjoyment. Toodles!

Shucks!

2009-07-23T22:24:00.002+05:30

IM here to blog. xD Okay, i have no time to actually be online. Tsk! And, I didn't get to meet BabyBoo this week. :(( My thursday off was pushed to friday. Therefore, BabyBoo had to work on friday. Grrr~

But lastnight, at the restuarant, had this grand event. FUll house, occupied by 110 pax. All Came back from a Golf Tournament, thus it was their dinner PLUS prizes & party. It was fun, all the dancing, the 'kecoh-ness'. HAHA! But was darn exhausted after that. Coincidently, 2 of my colleagues birthday falls that night. After the dinner, we all went Newton to celebrate. Till 3 am. went back home. BabyBoo was worried. xD haha! But everyone was happy lastnight cos, one of the boss gave each one $50 tips. Means, we are all gonna have extra 50. :)) Happy.

Was actually looking forward fr Thursday, but since had to work, i feel terrible. Luckyily, Not much customers. haha! we closed quite early that we actually had a spring cleaning session. xD

Now, i get my rest. DOn't they even ask me to come back at night. I'll make myself sick. hehehe!

Today get another can of Guarana by the same boss that gave us the tips. i don't know how many Guarana's i get. haha! he pay for all, just take it.

I know i have alot to blog about. But I'm just tired. Tsk!

I like most of the people in the restaurant. Manager wants me to continue working there as he would raise my pay & position But i rejected. Many reasons why. haha! There are lots of compliments abt me from customers. That it makes them wana come again. I know i make a big impression there already but im just gonna go away. It is too tiring. ZzZzZz.

BabyBoo is asleep and i am suppose to be sleeping too, but why nt i just update a post. xD

Missing BabyBoo darn lots despite texting him every single day, before going to work, lunch break, after work. But, i feel it is still not enough. -_-" Eu te amor syg. Darn lots! No words could actually describe it.

And, been a long time since i chatted with sister. -_- Missed her too. and, i missed going out with my family. Shucks!

BabyBoo's Birthday coming next month. xD

I want it to be a memorable one. Hopefully.

Sleeping Mode.

2009-07-15T23:13:00.002+05:30

That's Queenie. See that nt so pretty uniform? Sheesh! Jyeah, have to chnge to tat for dinner. Wth! So troublesome! Have to wear make up n all. But i don't. i Dont give a damn abt it. xD I'm quite close to Queenie. I think I'm closer to the Chinese Girls than the Brazilians. Brazilians still close lah. Alah, all close lah! haha. Queenie wants me to get her a Basic English Exercise Book. Mcm2 lh. Wants me to teach her English before i resign. Then, after i resign, she wants to go shopping with me. LOL~ Mcm2 lh budak nihh. And jyeah, Im resigning this job. Just feel that, i have no time for all the other things. Even family! BabyBoo tak payah mention.

So, im feeling so lethargic and sleepy. Yesterday we closed at 2am. -_-" Thanks to the people that stayed there chatting and making noises, and dancing late. Plus, Birthday party. Lucky my off day tomorrow. Can sleep at least a little longer before meeting up BabyBoo. One BAD news, Next week, no OFF day for everyone. WTH! i know Wednesday reservation for the whole restaurant, but the whole week??? Giler kepe! -___-" Sometimes, its fun at werk, But when it comes to a whole lot of people and to wake up the next day just ain't something good for me. with no Overtime pay, wth, im not gonna stay there. Waste my hard work only. I know they gonna miss me. HAHAHAH! Perasan lak! But really, they are,cos i always disturb them. And, when Im tired, they will see my unhappy face. haha! Then everyone would be asking. HAHAHAH. Biar uh, penat. xD

Oh well, gonna be meeting BabyBoo! Awww~ Missed him. PLUS, i missed my sister too. Didn't get to chat with her. Haish~ Okay then, im so sleepy. Barely could open my eyes. BYE!

xD

2009-07-13T22:09:00.006+05:30

Basically, my off day, had a date with BabyBoo in the afternoon. We catch a movie. ICE AGE 3 3D. Wahh! I loike! Humorous and Cute! We loved it! Thumbs up. But like always, before the show starts, we would have our lunch. Again, countless times, we ate Burger King again. hahaha~ Weird, we don't get tired of it. HAHAHA~ Time flies so darn fast when with him. I had to go off early for a Dinner with my family. Dad's 56th Birthday. Omg! My dad is 56. -__-" So darn fast lah. haha~

Food was not satisfying. tsk! But i get to eat Crabs. xD Chilli crab. Not bad. haha~ The best part of the crab that i always eat would be the claws. Yummy!

Work on the other hand, Been cursing evry single time it strikes the day, SATURDAY. gah! So havoc. Need to do this and that. Gosh! Full house. And i did become the kitchen helper for a moment. At first i thought it was so darn bad, but after a while, find it fun. HAHAH! Except for the uniform being white, Lucky i didn't get anything on my uniform. Or it would suck big time. So, now weekdays again, very relax. hurhur~ I loike. I don't mind at all. HAHA! Ofcos, good for us that we cn relax, but bad for the restaurant no customer. Eu Sabey ? I just learned another new word today. Kulu lulu. What the heck is that? It means frog if im not wrong. Dumb them calling me Kulu lulu. Sheesh! And one of the Chef's daughter start calling me Banana. She would slap my Butt, shout Banana and run. Naughty little girl. But a smart one. haha!

And today, Queenie (my colleague) became my make up artist. HAHA! She was so satisfied, she told everyone to see me. xD Lily( another colleague) on the other hand, is always saying ' Oh My God '. haha! Weird funny people. haha!

Anyways, Missing everybody. The 4s. Chubs. BabyBoo & Sister especially. Plus family. Its like, im only seeing Mom in the morning, talking about work, all my cursings. Then, at night, would see Dad, either he would have been snoring away Or wtching tv. haha! The 2 brothers, like always. every night the same. Jyeahm kinda missing in action alot although its only a few weeks. tsk!

Okay, thats all for today. Blog soon. Just too tired to even blog about anything much.

Anyways, Take Care! xD

xD

2009-07-08T22:41:00.004+05:30

Just a fast update will do okay? Work so far has been tiring. Grrr~ My legs are tired like shit! haha~ Whatever. Like as if im gonna be there forever. Oh well, everyday been seeing Eurasians & Brazilians. Tsk~ They are just so TALL. Im like ard their tummy area. HAHA~ WTH! Im learning a bit of the Brazilian language which is what they told me was actually Portuguese. Duhh~ Dumb me, i dont know! And, also, to add on, been listening and wtching Brazil songs & concerts every single day. How worst can it be. HAHA~ But cool, to know their culture. Jyeah, like normal, they would disturb me. Tsk~ here are two of my colleagues.
Presenting the kitchen crew! haha~ The Brazilian is one of the chef. The other, China man. Also disturb me. wth!

And the day I've been waiting for, my Off day! haha~ Been missing BabyBoo too much. hmph! All due to my job. haish~ dumb job. Im still thinking of whether to really work hard on tis job till 2 more months dat i will get a rise in my pay Plus position. Hmmm~ Im gonna think twice about it. Cos, one thing, Weekends for me is totally Over! So, no time for family & BabyBoo. BabyBoo wise, luckyily, he doesnt work on Thursdays. At least, i get to meet him. Family on the other hand, get to chat with Mom Before i rush to work. Or to actually see the rest at home after work. haha~

Oh well, can't wait to meet up with BabyBoo tomorrow. xD so excited!!!!! Yippee!
Ey tah, and we are gonna watch Ice Age 3!!! Fuhh!

To BabyBoo, Eu Te Amo!

Happy 2nd Monthsary BabyBoo!

2009-07-06T22:15:00.003+05:30

Been busy lately. Shucks! Im like missing so much things. Oh well, my Thursdays are gonna be spent with BabyBoo. Been missing him truck loads! gOSH! Thursday my only Day off. pfft~ so dumb. only a day off.

Anyways, im updating my blog after i've been leaving this blog of mine with dust. Just gonna shout out, Happy 2nd Mothsary BabyBoo! xD Love you truck loads! I know we have been complaining since i started work that we can't meet until i get my off day. HAHA~ Oh well. I LOVE YOU DARN LOTS!

My workplace are in need of people. Tsk! My legs are shouting for mercy. They are in need of massage. First day, cramps all over. After a while, still in pain. HAHA~ But there is always some songs stuck in my head. And i would end up singing it. HAHA! It shows that, im getting tired, thus, i sing, to make myself happy.

Im also missing my Girlfriends. Haish. Im not gonna be able to attend the Reunion. Neymind. Next time i guess. pfft~

Oryte den, i shud be dozing off in any minute. Toodles!

This morning, my sleep was interrupted by some shoutings outside. Thought of calling the police but i can't find my phone. -_-"

Thirsty for Sleep

2009-07-01T20:43:00.002+05:30

Okay. Im unsure why i can't post pictures. Damn it! Anyways. Went out with the girls yesterday. Out for a Facial Trial. Kinda of cool. I love it ! hehe. BabyBoo followed cos actually thought that i won't be able to attend the Facial Trial, just went for interview. Oh well, we did have a whole loads of fun and laughter.
Hahaha!
So, i have already quitted Spinelli. xD LOL! Okaylh, being a Barista. I mean, i actually learned to make drinks and also the simple sandwiches, toasting it. It is fun. But, apologies for the short working period. I do get the hang of it after a while. It is nt easy being a Barista if there is no Passion for it. Cos, speed is one thing, multi-tasking is another Plus nt to make any wrong mistakes. But i think i made a mistake on one drink just nw. Shhh~ haha. The one on Choc Mint Spin. I added beans. But i guess, it wasn't so bad. I get to taste it. Its the same only! Where gt bitter seyy! -__-" Lucky no complain. HAHAHA~
So, Im starting my new job on Friday. Hopefully, after 2 months i would be able to take up the position offered. Oh well, let all this happen! :)
Upcoming events, Cuzins dinner reunion, Cuzin Wedding, Secondary peeps Bbq Reunion.
Unsure which i would be able to attend. But i know i will try to attend the secondary reunion. Cuzin wedding, parents would attend it anyways. Cuzins dinner outing, if im nt working, i would go.
Wait! 2nd Monthsary with BabyBoo and Dad's birthday is drawing nearer.
-____-"
So many things to think of. zZzZzZz

Okay, tonight Im gonna sleep peacefully, tomorrow i would want to get my black flats for work, hopefully BabyBoo could follow. And back to Work again.

PoooOOoft~

2009-07-01T20:28:00.002+05:30

Lethargic.

2009-06-28T20:40:00.008+05:30

Saturday went to Kulai to Uncle's place for the preparations of hys sons wedding. Since we are unable to go today, we went there yesterday. Was just too lazy to go. -_-" Reached there, i was already hungry. Ate some weird food which i don't really care, if its nice lah. hahah~ After eating, just sat outside and hangout with the cuzins and nieces. Omg. I didn't know that i have so much of the little kids around. So, all these little kids which consist of niece and their own aunty which are of the same age, running around us, sit and also feeding us with food. -_-" And it was tiring to actually takecare of them. They are just so active, aggressive and noisy.
So, here are some of the photos that i get to snap before my battery went flat thanks to cuzin. -__-

the girls in blue, black, pink & red are all of the same age as me. i only know the black as Along ( Elder sister/brother ) pink & red are my cuzins ( Anees & Fatin ) Blue girl, sorry, i forgot her name. xD

my Brother.

My mom. Beside her my aunty. Call her Wak Esah.

Anees & me, familys say we look almost alike. haha~ She is my twin cuzin. Why? Her name, Nurul Anees. Mine is Nurul Hanis. We are born in May but she was earlier by ard a week. And we are born in the year 1991. haha~ wth. My cuzin which are real twins, loves to disturb me & Anees by calling our name. Faris & Farid. Farid the noisy one & the brother. Faris, the shy one, much more quiet & the little brother. So, i always know it would be Farid that always disturbs me whenever im around. Well, at least they are nt as irritating when they were kids.

This little kid, The New kid in the family. Err~ He has a very long name, so, i don't actually remember it. haha~ He is darn adorable and cute. Sape punye anak nih. COmel nye. hahaha~ xD Gonna be one handsome kid when he gets older.

On the other hand, just now had a netball match with Darul Ma'wa girls. Us on the other hand, is a mixture of girls and boys. haha~ wth. Basically, it is a friendly match just to get them warmed up fr their coming match. Firstly, i tot they wud wear Tudung. Because i was nt informed of the match btwn them. And Fanna & I brought our FBT shorts. When we came, they only wear Long Pants. Still, we were a bit uneasy abt our FBT shorts. But, WTH, just play right! So, when we watch them warm up, we thought they were good. Really. In our team, just 3 girls. 4 boys. The boys, ofcos, just Hantam play the game as long as they know where they could run and not to do. So, we were thinking that we might just get trashed with most of us, ALL retire already after years. HAHAH~

First few quarters of the game was okay. We were a bit rushy. The girls were running around like nobody's business. At first we were informed that guys cant hit the girls & empire won't touch on boys Stepping. But it was as thought they were training us instead of the girls. Plus there were so Much obstruction from the Girls, dragging & repossession. The girls hit and push me like nobody's business. Fanna was so fed up, she just played rough. And hell jyeah, I Played rough lah! Fanna was frustrated that we cn know better with the rules than the Empires. Gosh! Shockingly, true. How cn they nt stop the Girls with the contact they did? But oh well, We Won the match.

After the game, Showered, BBB blanje Macdonalds. And sent us all to Woodlands. xD

No matter how irritated we were with the Match, we trashed them. They have to improve on almost everything. THey are still having Butter FIngers. Work hard girls.

Oh well, wait for BabyBoo. Missed him alot. Hope could meet him after werk 2mro. -_-"

Cramps

Passing Days.

2009-06-26T21:40:00.005+05:30

Watched Tarix Jabrix Movie just now. Why? COs little brother and i won't be able to watch it at Sensasi tomorrow. So, decided, to just find it on Youtube. SUccess. A Nice Movie. I loike! Thumbs up! Expecially to Changcuters! Love them! xD

The photos that i have from the girls outing. -_-" Waiting to have more from gfs. Was a great outing i must say. But next time, Nana just have to come down! :D So, we just chilled at Eika's workplace and proceeded to the destination. Karaoke! Fuhh! Went home K.O. haha~ Was exhausted. hahahah~

Met up BabyBoo in the morning. He accompanied me. Got the job. -_-" For the meantime alright. haha~ Knew that BabyBoo was quite exhausted. He looked tired. Just told him to rest well tomorrow after his soccer since Im not around. BabyBoo is just being a very strong guy. When would he just get Really tired? Wait, he does. he would just stick his butt at home. hahah~

I've yet to iron my clothes for tomorrow. Just too lazy. Wth. Hot day, i would just do nothing PLUS far. Boredom would just strike me. Although my cousins around, i just don't knw what to do there with them. With their restrictions and the place, i don't know where to go. -_-" How much worst can it be.

Currently waiting for BabyBoo's shift to end. And i would knock off together with him. LOL~ Its like an everyday routine. Knocking off together at the same time. I mean, for me, he has sacrificed quite alot, so, to wait for him to be back home after his work, would at least let him know that i appreciate him. Cos i know, i have nothing to give him. Just love, care and to always be there for him. As this love grews stronger, my heart would just stick to him.

Before i forgot, HAPPY ENGAGEMENT DAY VATO! xD

"You are my Love, My Heart, My Love."

Cold.

2009-06-23T22:36:00.009+05:30

A day out with BabyBoo. Was not really a well planned one. And both were slacking. xD Ended up planned to go Vivo. Chill out and get BabyBoo's sandals. haha~ I did manage to reach Admiralty Station before the heavy downpour. Meet up point was AMK platform. Reached Harbourfront and found out that it didn't rain there. pfft~ So, here are the photos taken by BabyBoo. Plus, his nothing better to do, fiddling the functions of the phone. xD

BabyBoo just find his shirt looked interesting by this view. :D

This part here, just too cute. xD

I really don't know i was making this face. Looks so bitchayyy! Omg. -_-"

Credits to BabyBoo that editted this on the spot. hahaha~ It is kinda nice i must say. Thanks syg! xD

BabyBoo's now asleep. ZzzzZzzz~ He looks tired just now. Plus sent me home and back home by public transport. LOL~ He just looked lethargic. But, at least we know that we did meet up this week rather than not after knowing each others schedule. xD Glad we meet up. Muacks!

MATT. He kind of fall for a girl at his workplace. But just scared that the girl would just dump him. LOL~ Not really Dump but push him away. Obviously, he didn't try, how would he know right? Gyler. haha~ So, advised he should go for it. He should, Im not sure of the outcome But Im waiting Patiently here Matt. kekekeke~ xD

Girlfriend. One of my girlfriend that i called up just now was in a crisis with her boyfriend. Telling me she is unsure what should she do. I mean, her boyfriend is becoming from bad to worst. Plus, her mom told her, he is not the one for her. Im sorry to say this if i were to offend anybody out there, but we think he is a metrosexual. it is just impossible that he can't live without her and another guy or 'boyfriend like'. So, jyeah, she has been wanting to separate but he just wouldn't want to. He would some sort, do stupid sutffs if they were to separate. gosh~ She told me, she wants to have the boyfriend like what we the other girlfriends have. To be happy with, no trouble, just plain sincere love, care and concern. She knows she ain't so pretty, so she only ask for this. But i guess, after months, there has been trouble all the time made by him. And her, tear drops every single time he did something stupid and get into trouble. She wanted me to find her a Suitable candidate. If there is anyone out there, that could take care of her, doesn't go for looks, and really nice gentlemen, Please step forward. I'd love to see a new bright couple. :))

Any ways, Watched a Korean movie online recently. MY FATHER. Really nice. Cried on a few scenes. :( Should go watch it.

Okay then, toodles~ :))

Just Friends.

2009-06-22T16:36:00.003+05:30

I had been spending my time today changing my blog skin. Until I was really satisfied. haha~ I know this will last for quite sometime. xD

My Girlfriends. The ones that i treasured. Been having news coming in to me. About Faezah. Alermak. Headache. I don't understand her main motive. Duhh~ Wah, the girls just can't wait for Dooms Day of Faezah. xD It will be a miracle if she snaps out of her Dream land. And stop her babbling of one guy to another. Omg! Push her away from me pleaseee. I know she wouldn't even get near me. :)) Oh well, if i don't bug u, just don't bug me. Or war begins. Mirror, please talk to her, she needs it mayne. Really. I don't understand why she has to start a war with me. Dumb.

Upcoming events, Girlfriends gathering, Cuzin's wedding in Msia & Netball game for the Charity.

Not sure will i be able to meet BabyBoo this week. Gosh! Cannot!! :((

Anyways, I've been home helping Mom with her Kueh2. haha~ Yesterday made Onde-Onde. Today, Kueh Kochi. Now, Im an expert making the Kueh get to its shape. hahah~

Okay, kinda lazy wana type out more. Gonna find more games for my phone. Getting bored.

Marina Barrage.

2009-06-20T21:00:00.011+05:30

A day out with BabyBoo. xD Decided to see Marina Barrage. A nice place indeed. BabyBoo was very fascinated! haha~ He loves to see the tall buildings and knows that once everything is completed, it is going to be a very nice view. Here are the photos! :))

Off to Orchard to find BabyBoo's stuffs. Wanted to shop clothes. xD At last, he bought his clothes at The Heeren's. Plus, There was a BBoy battle. Saw Sha & Mimi. Jambu people. :))

Then, to Bugis, cos BabyBoo wanted to get me a Dress & also eat his Burger King. hahaha~ He gt stuck to it fr now. BURGERS in his dreams. xD

And, gt the dress we preferred. i love it! Not sexy. Not too ugly. just right. :DD THANKYOU BabyBoo for the Dress! Muacckss!

Go to BabyBoo's place and he sent me home. Had a blast day.

"I Love Natural Beauty. Just Light Powder & Eyeliner Will Do."

That's why i Love you. xD

The Specialists.

2009-06-19T21:38:00.004+05:30

Went out with The Specialist for a birthday celebration on Kak Siti, NanaPendek & Vato. A request actually. So, i just came down. Didn't expect much. haha~

They were so 'kecoh'. Really. Till i get tired of laughing. That i just kept quite after a while. LOL~ There will be the next outing. tadaaa!

For my BabyBoo. He is a little upset just now. Wondering really what was it about. He seems angry. Feel a little hurt like Im talking alone. He has been answering the same thing. Till i get tired. And now im updating my blog. gaaah! Feel like pinching him for doing that. Hmph!

" Saper Suruh U Tunggu "

o_O

:)

2009-06-18T21:32:00.003+05:30

Recently watched this movie. Indonesian movie. Barbi3. okay lah. Wasn't so great. But i still lyk the humours in it. I think i watched it because BabyBoo was at work. -___-"

Been sticking my Bum at home these few days. haha~ But can't wait to meet up with BabyBoo. gosh~ Missed him darn lots. :(( Hope gonna meet up with him soon.

New Updates. Nabil. Is going a little overboard. He is like totally crazy. errrrr~ C'mon Dude. You can go through all this man. Wake up! Can i give you a slap?? sheeesh~ please stick all ur broken hearts together. Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaseeee.

Matt. Mr Funny Guy. okay, i like calling you that already. hahaha~ Currently chatting with me. Today, im liking his Monkey Emoticons. Especially the mentel monyet. HAHA~ resembles him a little if he were to do like that. kekekek~ Jangan ambik hati plak Matt. Plus, the thing i like chatting with him. The sudden Quotes Quiz. xD

My Sister. Got to know, she is going to Beyonce's Concert in September. hmmmmm~ a birthday treat. Wahh~ i like that!

k, buzzing off. :DD

Hello Girls !

2009-06-17T13:09:00.012+05:30

Firstly, Sha, i took the picture from ur blog. Jgn marah ehh. So, 16 June 2009, had a decent outing with the girls. Which girls ? My secondary school girls. Oh well, its great to see all of them again. really. Especially when everyone was there. :))

We watched Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past. Awesome! A great movie! LOL. I've been wtching movies these few weeks. gosh~

Then Faezah went off after our late lunch. (wait! Faezah is Not my Friend. :)) haha)

We decided to head down to Esplanade. And hang out. Walked there, and just chilled at the rooftop. Thought it was going to rain But it kinda changed.

Before going back home, we decided to have a light Dinner. Recommended Makansutra, and we ate Satay! Confessions, First time eating Satay with friends. Normally just with family. Jyeah.

So, here are the pictures!

My Babes Till Sec 4 of my secondary life. And now still going on strong. :))

Like commercial sey! haha~

Sha, non-stop with her 'Lets take picture!' xD

All have to cross leg. (aku kena marah ngn Atikah oi tanak uat. kekekeke! )

We took a lot of times to get the shot. And me, terpaksa squat down. hahah~ The hands of the CameraWoman. hahahaha~

Ended the night! Fuhh!

Of course, i missed those laughters. All the craps we did in school. haha~ When we actually recalled those times, we were laughing our ass off. xD

How can we not? To actually think about it, it was Funny. hahaha~

Okay, if there is a Burning question why i don't actually treat Faezah as a friend, its just something for me to know, and for you to find out. Because, Im not gonna talk behind her back now. For sure, im just waiting for her to own up herself.

Me on the other hand, don't like someone to treat my friends badly. No matter how daring you are, there is some respect to some things. If you don't like me, thats your problem, i don't give a damn care, But don't try to actually split up the friendship just because you think about yourself, thinking about your own feelings. Damn, its being self-centered and selfish.

If you know this particular Faezah by chance, and wants to tell her this. Go on. Please. Be my guest. Im happy and glad to entertain craps. :))

Now for my BabyBoo. So far, it has been a very very smooth ride for us. But i won't say there will not be an obstacle. I've not been much happier. But Happiest moments with you BabyBoo. I Love You! xD

Great time.

2009-06-14T22:39:00.006+05:30

On Saturday, went out with BabyBoo to catch a movie on Drag Me To Hell. Actually wanted to watch Monsters Vs Aliens, But bcos of the time, we just decided to watch Drag Me To Hell. I would Rate it 10/10. Awesome! Although it wasn't that scary, But it actually did make me shock. The sound efects were just too Loud. BabyBoo on the hand, was having more shocks than me. HAHAHA~ He has the cute reactions. xD Before the thing appears, he has already closed his eyes. hehehe~ So funny. There were some Hilarious parts. Just a little. But jyeah, People, go watch it. :))

We had a great Day. :D BabyBoo wanted to find a long sleeves shirt But in the end, Failed. At last, we walked around Orchard. And walked till Dhoby Ghaut. haha~ And getting me home. So, we did get ot grab some sushi's. Before proceeding up, we ate our sushis. Gave BabyBoo eat Salmon and Jellyfish Sushis. haha~ And, so head home. Like normal, BabyBoo and the lift. Always fight. HAHAHAHAHA~ xD

Here's some sneak peak pictures.

Done! xD I Love You BabyBoo!

Wide Awake.

2009-06-12T22:33:00.003+05:30

I am still wide awake. And the clock shows 1 am. Waiting for BabyBoo to reach home from work. xD SanggupSanggup.

Oh well, this picture brings back memories. A friend that took the picture and the other that just wait for her turn. I hope they are doing well. Because, i remember going out and did almost everything together with them. LOL. But people always say, Don't take pictures in threes. But stubborn us, we still took it. They say, that it friendship will cock-up. One of the 3 would eventually go astray. Its True i must say. If for the past friendship i had, 3 good friends, lasted just the 2. It is kinda weird But Its true in almost all 3 Good friends. Don't believe me? Try it. hahah. xD

but i know one thing, Good friends are hard to get. If you could find one, be sure to treasure it. Cos in the end, actually there is only one. Im not so sure of that. but who knows? It is really true??

I watched a few episodes on Boys Over Flowers and im left with a few more to go. Im kind of curious. It will always be impossible when it comes to a relationship that are of diff childhood. The Rich, and The Average. They always relate it as Different Worlds. I mean, both are on the same World. Kinda sad. In both situations. Both wanting to be together but unable to make it happen, trying whatever they would. Oh well, hope there is some Happy ending in the story in the end. xD

My time is spent fully with just Family and BabyBoo. If there is of any reasons that friends wanted to meet up, I would. But in overall, it has been Family and BabyBoo. Its pretty occupied. I guess? But i do missed some friends. Really. Some old friends. hmmm~ A nice ride for me now. Cause, all i could think of is him. Just him. But im sure, im meeting up some peeps soon. :)) Glad that some plans Popped. Plus, heard that Im gonna start Dancing again. Not sure when. But missing those laughters. xD

Oh well, hoping that i'll start working. Plus, to repay almost everything. :))

by Request.

2009-06-12T17:48:00.004+05:30

By request from Heedayah, i only got these few shots of the Cats in Sarawak. The 1st picture, it was smacked in the middle of the road. haha~ Located right in front of our Hotel. Its a family. Kinda cute i must say. xD

The second one, it was located near its Chinatown. It wears the cloth that represents the Iban Community. It changes it's cloth whenever another festival occurs. Since it was Hari Gawai, it wores that cloth. E.g Chinese New Year, a red cloth, Hari Raya, a green cloth and etc. So, there you go Babe, u got the Iconic Cat in Sarawak! haha~

Yesterday met up with BabyBoo early in the morning. For my interview. Gosh~ The earliest i ever had. BabyBoo wanted to accompany me, so jyeah, he woke up as early as me, and arrived at my place quite early. I think he actually Zoomed all the way. I was freaking nervous. I was so scared i would be late. And BabyBoo kept looking at me and say ' You won't be late '. Plus, i admit, i looked so scared. HAHAHAH~

I actually made some friends with the other people that went for the intrview. xD hahah~ So, it wasn't so bored. Since BabyBoo had to wait for me at the Kopitiam, it was nerve wrecking for me. After the intrview, met BabyBoo, knowing that he was wtching KungFu Panda. Laughing on his own. hahahah~ So cute of him.

Had lunch at Jurong Point. It was also because BabyBoo wanted to explore. Yelah, stuck kat East side jer. Normal for a 1st timer to be ' Jakon '. I was like that too. His word were 'COOL'. hahah~ And i kept on laughing. Went off home quite early. xD BabyBoo wanted to take his pay and wants me to come along But, he didn't bring extra helmet. So, he went with his friend. So, tomorrow gonna meet him up. Going out for the day. :))

Just now, i GOT my SUSHI! tadaaa! hahaha~ I got my Salmon, jelly fish and another that i don't remember. hahahahah~ Soorryyyy.

Okay then, PEACE!

Glad.

2009-06-10T17:09:00.004+05:30

Glad that i did get a chance to meet up with BabyBoo yesterday late afternoon after going to the Agent in the afternoon. So, it was big coincidence that BabyBoo wanted to meet up as he went out of class early. Met him at Kovan. Walked around Heartland Mall while waiting for him. ANd at last, he came. Decided to eat, since i was hungry. hahah~ Top pictures was what BabyBoo has been doing. Taking pictures of me and the TeddyBear. hahah~ And he made the tissue flowers that i was holding. xD

Happy that i get to meet him, even just for a while. And he did send me home. Despite the short meet up, i still missed him. gaaah~ oh well, I'll be meeting him on Saturday.

And jyeah, saw Joanna at the agency. :))

In the evening, had dinner for Little brother's 16th Birthday. Since we didn't want to eat Seafood, which we had eaten quite a lot at Sarawak, we decided to just go somewhere with normal food. Mom and Dad had not been to Ayer Rajah Food Court. SO, we went there. Nothing much. I only liked the Satay. hahahaha~

Okey now, Im watching Boys over flowers. Episod 15. And im gonna stop there. Gonna be needing some rest. Tadaaa~

xD

2009-06-09T08:15:00.003+05:30

The video above is the at the Sarawak Cultural Village. xD Just a short one. Kinda cool anyways. SO happening there. There were so many tourist like us. Nothing better to do, watch all this. hahaah~ But i remember eating Ayam dlm Buloh. Taste like Ayam Soup je! hahaha!

Oh well, i was awaken at 9 am. Wah, so early! Despite the time i slept yesterday, i couldn't sleep after that. I got a call. For interview. Just go lurh. haha~ So, i had to do some admin stuffs before proceeding off to the centre. Gosh~ Need to photocopy my certs. Damn.

Now, chatting with BabyBoo while waiting for this video be uploaded. Planning when to meet up. He thought of tonight But sadly i can't. wth. wrong Day. Can't wait for Saturday! gaah~ Then i gt to meet him. boohoo~ Oh well, GOnna rot at home till Saturday.

In any ways, jyeah, about the creepy incident. To me, it wasn't so scary. Dad bought 2 kinds of wood at the Malay House in the Sarawak Cultural Village. Little brother didn't knw her bought it cos we were busy playing Congkak! :)) back in the hotel, then dad showed us. It was told that it would get rid of the evil spirits that wished to harm the family. Not so sure lah people. Might be true. On the last day, Dad found hairs of man's beard (But short ones lah!) all around the bath tub. Mom freaked out that she doesn't even want to bathe in the toilet and use our bathroom. LOL. didn't get to see the toilet thing anyway. But saw some hand prints on the door. not one but more than 5, less than 10. and it is the size of a kid's hand. It wasn't paint. when i touched it, it was smooth, and it looked like oil. Just a weird how it actually became like that. And, how can it happen inside the room that night? Unsolved. But decided to get rid of the woods. Maybe it was the woods. Not sure what was the main reasons of the toilet and door. Something followed us that day? Or was it 'penjaga' ? Or even, something tried to harm us ? Im not sure. But that was what actually happened.

It wasn't something im freaked out about. Nothing so exciting about it. xD

Unable to sleep.

2009-06-09T00:52:00.003+05:30

Now the clock shows 3:29 AM. Gosh~ and im still wide awake. BabyBoo is asleep. i wanted to sleep, tried to, tossing here and there, But i simply just can't. Currently, im chatting with Matt. Funny guy. Furthermore the phrase he says, first thins he lookat at my blog. On BabyBoo's name. haha~ i was Blur for a second. Okey, so im blogging and chatting with him only. boohoo~

I guessed, i Missed BabyBoo alot. Like really darn lot. To count the days since i last met him would be 8 Days i think? Plus, our 1 Monthsary just passed. So, i feel a little guilty that im unable to go out with BabyBoo. Cos of my late flight back on the day itself. So, had to just postponed it to our next meet up. Which, im unsure when, cos, had to overlook BabyBoo's schedule. What a Busy man he is! hahahahaah~ xD

Oh yah, i had a chat with someone past week. Someone that i once loved. I almost forgot to update it. but in any ways, just a friendly chat. From asking of Songs, till everything. Oh well, even if he feels at time that he just wanted to be back with me again, well, if he only could turn back time. Yes, it has been nice with him. But, its even better for me and BabyBoo now. What would i say, 'Picture Perfect' previously? Jyeah, ofcos, he was left as memories, even his pictures with me. Stalker? nah! Just that, i still leave all the memories in my Laptop. he told me he still has pictures of us. so, jyeah, Just left that way. Me and Him, just plain friends. Nothing more. Just that, to have the grudge, theres no more of that. I just take it as, no Love between us. Thats all.

Each Love i went through thought me lessons that i would not want to repeat it ever again. To actually appreciate Love. But ofcos, without being forced into Love. I guess, it made me stronger as a woman. uphold the name of woman. To be strong, independent, not to be a weakling. Gosh~ If i were to ever become a weakling, people, please snap me out of it. Cos i am strong enough to face it. Till right here, im standing strong.

Having BabyBoo in my life, everything changed. Totally. My world just revolves within him. To think, of only him. Nobody else. (except friends) haha~ Every single day, the thought of to just wake up, and tel him how much i Loved him before my eyes would be totally Shut. gosh~ This sound so emotional. xD But hey, im seeing lots of breakups happening. To people that i Love(Plus Friends), once Loved. Its heartbreaking to see it all happen. Really.

Okey, lets stop it here. tadaa~

Summary on the Trip. xD

2009-06-08T21:40:00.007+05:30

Basically, recently, i went to Kuching, Sarawak. :)) Not so bad. It was nice. Maybe a little freaky too. but thats just gonna be told later on in my post. So, 4 June, our flight was in the morning. Reached Kuching, just had lunch, check-in and we went for the City Tour.

It was raining, a bad weather, but still, we get to go around. Noticed that there were a lot of Cat statues. Its almost everywhere. Hahaha~ And it reminded me of BabyBoo and Iszjunkie cat. xD I had lots of the pictures. But im too lazy to post it up. I might just upload it in Facebook soon. Cos i tried just now but failed. Wth.

First day ended with just the Tour. and so, went back to the hotel, rest, and we went off for Dinner. Since there was Seafood nearby, which was very close to the hotel, we decided to eat there. xD Was satisfied with Dinner. was Full. And at a very affordable price.

Second day. We went to Sarawak Cultural Village. It was so chaotic there. Like a lot of people. But not till damn packed. haha~ There were a few houses that we have to visit. (dah mcm Hari Raya) All with the different cultures. Like Iban, Ulu, Cina, Melayu & more which i dont remember! haha~ Some had some things in common. Like, Tall, Skeleton heads hung up, the stairs, Masks. But all had different lifestyles. Different way of finding food, oR ways of making food. Some would be Making Peppers, Sugarcane machines, rice grains. Now the tour sounds like Geographic Channel! hahahahah~ I wanted to put up the Video of the Show that was held. Maybe the next post.

After that, had lunch, and went to Kek Lapis shop. One thing common on most dishes there would be this particular vegetable that is popular among them. Calls it 'midin'. Nice. Plus Belacan. hahahaha~ Bought Kek Lapis Sarawak, and went off to buy some Vase. Walk around a shopping Mall and went back to the Hotel. Dinner at the Seafood place again. HAHAH~ 2 days straight on SEAFOOD.

Third Day, just walk around the area. Waterfront, Shopping Malls, shops. thats where we get SOuvenirs, food, shopping. And in the late afternoon, went to Satok. its a Pasar Malam. same things. But i did buy something there. xD Had dinner there too. :))

Fourth Day, which is the last. still go around town. sat at Waterfront. Played Pool with Little Brother and in the evening, we're off to the airport. Thats all. If you wanna know the creepy thing that happened, wait till the next post. HAHA~ too lazy to type it all out. xD

A video on a dance that they welcome guest.

This little cat here, it was sleeping. but ofcos, me and little brother just cant resist on disturbing it. And guess, it IGNORES us. the position it was b4 was the body facing out. I poked its body and it moved like a Baby to the othere side. What a smart Sarawak Cat! xD

Waves.

2009-06-02T21:35:00.007+05:30

Went out with Mom to get some Make ups. LOL~ Reasons me not wearing make ups is sometimes due to my lazy-ness. This time round, i ran out of eyeliners, blusher. hahah~ Coincidently Singapore is on Sale. xD Good bargains.

Thursday i would be away. My flight is in the morning. So, only to those that asked me to text them before going off, i would. I didn't really prepare much for it. Just browse through the net. Thats all. So, if you are looking at an Airplane passing by in the sky in the morning, it just might be my Flight. SO, wave at it okey! xD

Im sure, im gonna miss BabyBoo truck loads! Gosh~ Promised him that i just might Give him one text every day. Hopefully he knows Im okay. :)) Whatever it is, Gonna meet him soon after i reached Singapore. Gaaah! Lepas kn rindu lah kn. hahaha~ Okey then, till the next post once im back Okay?? Plus, once im back, there is other events awaits. Takecare Readers! xD

~Almost a Picture Perfect

:))

2009-06-01T21:53:00.005+05:30

These are just the recent updates. :)) So, i went to Kluang for a wedding. Related. But its more to my Dad's side. Not so sure. But i remember one thing. I'm not so sure what i should call him, But i just put it as Pak Ali. He was about to go for his Pilgrimage, but was conned. Since he was so hungry, Fed up, he changed, and went of to eat........... KFC! HAHA! Was laughing like hell. Then i remember this phrase he was desribing someone i think, 'Rambot macam Alleycat, Besar mcm Serigala' LOL~ Kekek nak mampos! here are the photos!

Oh well, That's basically most of it. haha~ But after the thingy, we went to Ayer Hitam. Ate ABC! wats dat?? Air Batu Campur. Something like Ice Kacang. hot weather. So, it was a little helpful to quench our thirst. :D

They Day after, On Sunday, met up with BabyBoo! Was so Missing him! Really.... The plan was to watch Night At The Museum 2.. I Loved it! Even BabyBoo. BabyBoo was Laughing his Ass off! haha~ I enjoyed myself. And so, won't be able to meet up with BabyBoo till next week since im going away. boohhooo~ Sad. Gonna miss him so much! BabyBoo on the other hand, planned to werk all the way. So, can't wait to meet Cat Eye Next week once I'm back!

Two Kids sitting at a stall, while waiting for their parents to get back from their search buying things.
Parents spotted, coming their way
BUT, their parents walked away very fast.
Boy: Eh, Nak pegy Mane tuhh? ( Eh, where are you going?'
Girl: Lupe anak ke?? (Forget ur Kids
Mother: Eh, alamak, Lupe lah! ( Eh, i forgot)

Actually, the Kids was Little Brother & me. Parents was Mom & Dad. And yes, They did walk real fast not noticing us waiting fer them. You know what Mom said after that?

" I Don't remember you guys waiting for us here. We were about to go to the Car. I thought ur Uncle was the one calling me after noticing me. *laughs* "

:))

Tadaaa!

2009-05-29T21:54:00.003+05:30

Okey! Helllooooooo People! :)) Hurhur. Been a Little Busy lately. Some things to settle on Passports & stuff. Boring. And so, Yes, my new widget, LG KP500. Also known as Cookie. Notin much about it. Ofcos its cool. huhu. Very Light i must say. Thats all interesting. Everything is okey too! haha~ In overall, its cool. :))

Yesterday I watched Space Chimps. LOL. cute little creatures. Not so dumb. hahaha~ Funny movie. :D

Tomorrow i would be having a long day. Gonna be going to Felda. Wedding PLUS about the bride's brother pass away a week ago. So, jyeah, just attending with my aunty's family. I hate the long journey. Makes me hungry in while im in the car. HAHA~ usually i stand by Food or Snacks. In case that i might feel dizzy. xD

And than i would get to meet BabyBoo. Missed him so much! gaaah~ Now waiting for BabyBoo to reach home. AND my throat is getting itchy in a sudden. I keep coughing. No phlegm, just dry cough. i felt the itchy-ness. gosh~ i better get some water to drink on

Anyways, Ever heard of someone that when they Drink Horlicks, they would fall sick? Oh well, i knew somebody that has that problem. Kinda Cute hearing about it. Why not Milo?? Ovaltine? Hot Cocoa perhaps? teehee~ :)) Furthermore, asking that person to go fer a Horlicks drink with me. tahaa~ den we'll see whether that person would fall sick the next day or Not. A new mission. hahahahah~ xD

Okey then, im done here. Till my next Post. Before that, Take care of ur health readers! :))

Enjoying. :))

2009-05-27T11:47:00.004+05:30

Okey, so I've just watched Night At The Museum 1 like just now. A little too late to watch it, i know. HAHA~ Just wanted to know the 1st movie before proceeding on the 2nd that BabyBoo and me planned to watch on Sunday. Since BabyBoo gave me his thumbdrive to watch the movie, aku pon tgk lah! haha~ It was just totally full of adventures. Hey, kinda cool to get a job lyk what Ben Stiller has to go through. haha~ i was laughing wtching the movie all the way. hahahahaha~

These cute little things. LOL~ i kinda like them. Fighting non-stop! And they would beat each other. Makes me Laugh. xD

My favourite part. Ben Stiller talks crap out of the guy. HAHAHAH~ And yes the King. Fuhh~ This part makes me laugh like hell. He lyk mcm paham ! LOL~

Okey, so, im still gonna continue on my Movie marathon. I will update again on the other movies that im gonna be wtching. :))

Upcoming thing for me, Im in the process of getting a New phone. tahaaa! Unsure whether to get the touch phone OR flip phone. Hmmm~ Gaaah! I'll just find it out later. huhu~ And this time, i promise myself to actually take good care of my Phone. HAHAHAHAH~ Really. it has been countless of times my phones disappears. Darn!

Okey, my tummy's growling. And i wana get going on the next movie. Tadaaa! :))

Better than Ever.

2009-05-26T23:26:00.002+05:30

Been seeing Heartbreakers & Heartbroken. I can't say much. I was approached by someone that was Heartbroken and been so darn Depressed because of his breakup. Gosh~ Sorry I can't help that much eyy. But just be strong to bring urself up again, continue your life as it is meant to be. I mean, Yes, i know 3 yrs is Long, and everything gone to waste. All just to one Mistake. Hope it is a Lesson to learn, i guess. if she Loves you, she might just come again. :)) Cheer up Dude.

And for those thats just been through a breakup. Cheer up! There is always reasons to why some things happen. Really. We only plan But it may not happen the way we want it to be. Just get hold of yourself. And to think positively, you are SINGLE! You can flirt, have fun, party as much as your heart desires. No one is gonna stop you. But remember your limits! :)) And, it is time whereby you get to know more people. Mingle around.Prove to your ex bf/gf that you are able to go on even without them. Even a better way, make a whole revolution of yourself! A different you, a new path begins. A good way to start. And, when you found someone new, grab the chance. You may not have the chance again. xD

Anyways, so far, my days has been alright. Unsure of what is happening to some round of friends of mine. Its a disappointment actually. So disappointing. Everything has gone to waste. Oh well, what am i to do right? Hit their heads with coconuts?? hahahaha~ All i can just say, if they think maturely, think positively, think of their hardships, think about other people's feelings, it should have resolved. And by this time, everyone should be motivated. I rather let them make mistakes to learn from it. Only time would tell. Cause this is Life. One could not Depend on the other to make decisions. 'If one jumps over the cliff, everyone follow?' Would you? Just something to think about Peeps. We are all grown up, how should we think?

Anyways, went to a Job Fair yesterday. Was okey lah. HAHA! They are more interested on people ages 21 & above. woots~ it sucks to know that. But in any way, they still explained to us how their industry works. Kinda cool. :))

Meet up with BabyBoo for a while. Just missed him, thats all. So, meeting him just for a while works rather than not at all. Been days since i last met him until yesterday. Actually we went to Canberra Park, But since the mosquitos were lyk buzzing & drinking our blood, we decided to just go to my blok instead. haha~ we did. Chill. And we went separate ways. Now, missing him again till Sunday where i'll get to mit him again. xD I Love You Baby! Muacks!

Okey, till then, Sleepy. *yawn*

Makes me Smile.

2009-05-22T22:13:00.006+05:30

Had Dance practice Just now. We just decided that, we should really do better. To have the sharp moves, togetherness & the dance wud be Awesome! Anyways, Thanks for the honest comments on the Dance Prac Vid to those that we asked. :))

And, yes, these are the people that made me smile. And have been spending my time with. To be closer together, to be one. Those with their ups and downs, sacrifices. Sweat it all out. Just have to push a bit more harder so that we can achieve what we wanted. I have faith on this people. Plus another 2 more lah not in the picture. Cos they have sacrificed alot. I wanted to reward them. Its just days to the Day that gonna put us to another level. And, im hoping that everyone would give it all out. :)) C'mon, lets make all this happen! Fighting!
BabyBoo has also been filling up my days. With so much Love. Being a very Understanding man, with endless love to be given to me. Pampering me, with whatever i needed. So far, what makes us really be this way is Trust. Where abouts, Mix of friends, get to Know friends. We have promised to each other that we would not Hide anything from each other. So far, has yet to happen of any misunderstandings or fights. But, in the near future, if there is, I hope we could still manage to hold this relationship strong, resolve problems. Thanks for all the wishes for us people. We appreciated it. Really. Thankyou. :))

I had a conversation with a close friend of mine. She has a Boyfriend. Very Dope. But i don't understand one thing that gives me the bad impressions. All about Being Dope. My friend, she wears what is comfortable and matches her top and bottom Plus shoes. In my opinion, she does have a good taste of style. But, to him, she doesn't. And all he ever told her to wear was, "Baby Phat Shoes". Like, a dress with Baby Phat Shoes. Hey, no doubt its expensive But, why must be that kinda style? I mean, its Not her. And to me, its not impt. C'mon, i find her dressing is attractive, sexy, in trend. So, what more? It's embarrassing for her that when her own BF, to let go of her hand once seeing his friends, and Not even remembering her. As if, she don't exist. Another Occassion that he would Not go out with her until she wears something that he wants. Omg. Does this mean he is embarrass of her to be seen by his friends? Which Are Dopes? Just for the Shoes sake? I Don't get it. Love doesn't have to be that way. Saying Love without even knowing what it means. I don't want to see my friend cry. I can't bear to see her suffer like that. just for The Shoe and being Dope. I know she is hurt deep inside, But DOES HE REALISE IT? He doesn't seem to. So far, he has yet to actually notice it, hurting his own GF day by day. I'm Not talking about this as in, behind his back, But reading her Post in her blog saying all this, and how sad she was telling me all this, Its a burning question. I Love HipHop, But this is just plain irritating. Sorry if i offended anyone But If this is the reason of the Disaster to a Relationship, its just Stupid. Cos Love matters About the Heart.

And so, i end this Post.

Birthday Outing.

2009-05-21T22:50:00.004+05:30

Smile with Teeths. xD

Raihan. Hanis. :))

Im 18 !!!! tahaaa~ So, 21 May 2009, i turned 18. Went out with BabyBoo late afternoon. Actually, both came at the same time. cool. hahas~ A last minute call from Adek Aisyah that she wanted to go shopping and get me a present! xD

So, while waiting for Adek, we went to have our early Dinner first. So, had our Dinner, went off to meet Adek. Go shopSHOPshop. :))

When Adek went off to meet her 'bakal mataer'(hahahahaha xD) me and BabyBoo walked around and went off to hys place. Then, chilled somewhere nearby there before proceeding home. :))

Thankyou BabyBoo for spending time with me on my Birthday and the Presents! Love you so darn much! Muacks! :))

To Adek Aisyah, Thanks for the Top! I love it loads! Love ya! :))

And, i think BabyBoo's hands are the best in taking pictures. teehee~

In overall, Thank You everyone for the Birthday Wishes! xD All in Friendster, Tagged, Facebook, MSN, Messages, Calls and Blog. :))

K lah, till the next post !

Sneak Peak.

2009-05-20T20:59:00.005+05:30

Engross with the food. :p

Little Brother of mine. xD

My Mother. xD

My Father. :)

And ofcos, the Birthday Girl! :))

Oh well, had Dinner for me with my family just now. Tahaaa~ Rushed home after Dance Practice. :)) And, having cramps! hoho~ But practice was Gerek. Despite im still trying to 'gelek' right. teehee~ Aja Aja!

To Fitri Darls, Proud of you babe! taaahhhaaaa~ :)) You are a strong Lady aites! He is a jerk! :p

Anyways, Thanks to All that actually wished me. Thankyou Thankyou! :))

Well, don't really have anything in mind to talk about. LOL~ Gonna be meeting BabyBoo tomorrow. Missed him. :))

Okey then, toodles readers !

Cupcakes

2009-05-19T18:27:00.003+05:30

How mouth watering can these cupcakes be. :)) It would be nice to have these cupcakes with candles light up. haha~ And so, 48 more hours to my 18th Birthday. Gosh~ The last time i ate cupcakes would be....... (I don't remember!) But if muffins, just ate it recently. :DD

Here is something for my BabyBoo. Hope you like it!

Written by inks, i scribbled your name.

Somewhere in me, intending not to erase it away.

I prayed, that i could keep you in my heart.

Not for a moment But for a life time.

Written by inks, the date of love.

Blooms every day, never to fade away.

I prayed for your love.

To be kept locked, should the keys be lost never to be found again.

Written by inks, our Fairytale.

To be a reality, Not just a tale.

I prayed you stay by me.

Never to part from me.

I Love You with all my heart.

Muhammad Raihan, your name written by inks in my heart.

Intended to be there for a life time.

I Love You endlessly.

Are you feeling the way I'm feeling about you?

Why can't my Eyes Go to Sleep?

2009-05-19T01:32:00.004+05:30

I can't sleep. Gosh~ Maybe due to the Milk Tea i drank just now. hoho~ So, i was browsing youtube and saw this. The group of people that some i knew and some i don't. teehee~ Sorry eyy. But I'm Sure they are the people from FM and Alamak Chatrooms. LOL~ In the video, it is about them going for the Anugerah Auditions. And, i find them talented actually. :)) Wonder why Bro Stino didn't go for it. hmm~ Nvm. So, I wished All The Best People. Both As A Sin & Winstband. Hope to see any of you guys on TV. hahaks~ really. That would Rock. And, sorry if i don't go FM or Alamak that much as before. Busy okeyh? Alright! But hope to see any of you guys soon. See lah how about the next gathering. I wanted to meet SaLyieha Especially! Gosh~ Been Ages since i last met you lah babe!

Oh well, yesterday went to ICA to take my I/c. okeoke, at last, i got it. Went there with Mom & Dad. Coincidentally, Dad wanted to take his Passport. And BabyBoo had some urgent things to do. So, Lucky me. :)) After that, went to Book tickets. What tickets?? Later can find out. LOL~ XD

Went home, my tummy was Full. How can it Not be? Ate Egg Roti Prata. Then, ate a small portion of Sardine Murtabak. Back home, ate a small portion of Nasi Briyani and Mee Soo that Mom cooked. But, naseb tak gemok oi! Bonchet. taahhaaaa! Conferm BabyBoo suke. Kidding2.

Waited for BabyBoo to get back home from work, i played some games on Facebook. Then, i got stuck on playing Geek Guitar. My score was not Bad oi! But my fingers go like Sotong. LOL~

Now, im here, still doesn't know when to sleep. In fact, i think soon. Since im blogging. So, im gonna be resting at home. And Wednesday Dance prac in the afternoon, followed by Dinner Out with Family. Advance Birthday Dinner oik! Tahhaaaa!

I'm missing my BabyBoo Alot! Gaah~ :(( Has been pretty close with BabyBoo. Ain't that what couples should be? haha~ I'm pretty close to him, closer than ever, maybe because, I've been sticking to him. Every single day without Fail to text him once i woke up. He would be awake by then normally. (aku bangun lambat lah actually). Could just text him the whole day. :)) Yelah, later once i got a job and start working, can't really text him so much. Sad.

Alaa, 2 more days then i get to meet BabyBoo. Adoii~ Nvm. Gonna Wait. tahhaaa! Okey, then, i better go now. :))

Love, You've Been Missed!

Refresh.

2009-05-17T10:14:00.008+05:30

Sorry for not updating for the pst few days. No time to actually be online. HAHA~ So, my days are mostly spent with Dance. Plus me being sick still, gosh~ bila nak habes nih oik! So, Yesterday went for dance prac in the morning But had to go off an hour after dance starts due to ICA calls! cheh, mcm paham! No lurh, had to go ICA renew my passport with my little brother. everyone was whining why i must go at that time. haha~ Sorry eyy peeps! Government calls! wakakakak~

At ICA, the most bizarre thing, Where to make the payment?! haha~ Found it at last, want to do the payment also we were clueless. haha~ But made it lah! haha~ Then, my little brother wanted to eat, Went Beach Rd eat, and went off. I went home while he went to his fren's place. Omg, the train was packed! hoho~

So,reached home, bathed and waited for BabyBoo to reach woodlands. Planned a Date after my Dance but change of plans, late afternoon met up with BabyBoo since I didnt go back to dance wich i think, it was kinda late oredi. Don't think i cant make it. So, I reached Causeway Point at the same time as BabyBoo. haha~ kurang asam, ikot dari blakang! Then after, went to book our tickets for Angels & Demons. :DD Saw my aunty and cuzin Plus Niece & nephew. LOL~

Angels & Demons was Great! At first, blur nak mampos! yalah, all about Christianity and stuff. Then i understand even BabyBoo. LOL~ Kinda cool lah Rome. I don't know how many Church are there. Like alot. Plus all the Angels & Demons. haha~ Confusion. But in overall, i rate it 9 out of 10. Awesome! :))

After the movie, plan to have Dinner. It was packed in all restaurants. Decided to bring BabyBoo to Al-Ameen. Went off and have our Dinner. Then, someone i knew came. Omg. Someone that i liked before, Love?, But disappeared. Maybe, avoid. Just as i guess, BabyBoo knew him too. haha~ Dah dudok same Kampong oi! Shocked, But told BabyBoo all about him and me before. haha~ Well, I Love BabyBoo, and its all that matters now. :))

BabyBoo sent me home. Despite him wanting to go all the way to the MRT station without stopping at my stop, he decided to change his mind, and spent time with me for a while. Jyeah, i know he missed me, so i myself, decided to spend time with him too. Sat and chat. Nak kata, Lama juge. But when its time to part, felt hard. Like, we don't wanna let go. But, pity BabyBoo that has a long journey back home. So, must persuade him to go home. He seem tired too. By the eyes. Next meeting might be Monday. If not, would be Thursday, on my Birthday ! And plus Saturday again. :)) Missed him. Muacks! Love you Honey.

Okey then, till my next post. :)) Take care Earthlings!

Family.

2009-05-12T19:14:00.008+05:30

Yesterday's Lunch cum Dinner was Fine. Haha. I don't say that it was superbly great. Cos i feel that the food was not so nice. LOL. Jahat nyer mulot aku. Maybe because i was sick. I could barely taste the food. So, the restaurant we chose at last was Kenny Rogers. HAHA~ In Malaysia.

Jakon tuhh tak sgt, eventhough first time eating at Kenny Rogers. Maybe, the place was not so attractive for me to be Jakon. haha~ I have no voice to actually speak up. So, i keep pointing what i wanted. LOL~ Bisu! I actually love the Potato Salad. haha~ Dad and Little Brother complained it suck. But to me, i like it, Nice pe! The coleslaw to me wasn't so darn nice lah. But Little Brother likes it. Weird people, I know. Or was it because im the one who is weird. :)) And the price for all that was not so satisfying with the food served. If i knew, I would just point to them Pizza Hut instead. HAHA. But in overall, it was okey lh, something different for my Family to eat out. Usually, Western would be Pizza Hut or Seoul Garden. Seafood can be anywhere But if can, to Kukup. :DD

So, we actually went to Jusco Bukit Indah. Nothing much to me. It looks almost the same as Singapore's Shopping Mall. Brand new. The shops and all, something like Causeway Point? haha~ Nothing attracts me. Really. So boring. boohoo~ Just get something to bring home. Going back to Singapore was okeyh, there is no Bad Jam congestion. So relax. LOL~ because it wasn't me driving! hahahaah~ So, next stop for Family is my Birthday!

My Flu and Cough is not getting any better at all. Im losing my voice. haha~ So, Im more to keeping quiet than talking verbally. haha~ So funny. should bring along with me A marker and A white board. And that reminds me, I don't speak when i need to choose the food or drink i wanted. haha~ i point. LOL~ :DD Don't laugh eyy. But i would laugh it out myself actually.

Been missing my BabyBoo alot. boohoo~ Sorry BabyBoo, didn't wait for you to reach home after work last night. After taking my medicine, i just feel like sleeping. Dumb medicines. doesn't make me feel better instead making me sleep alot. HAHA~ bacen. Hoping to meet up with BabyBoo soon. So far, life is going on smoothly between me and BabyBoo. Even if there is humps, hope there is solutions to it and perservere on. :)) I Love You BabyBoo! Muacks!

Planned to go Gym with Jaja tomorrow. And after that, to Dance practice. huahua~ Habes uhh. I would be so quiet. So not me! hahahaha~ *winks*

okeyh den. tata~

Sick.

2009-05-10T19:10:00.002+05:30

Thanks BabyBoo !

Thanks to BabyBoo for accompanying me to the doctor early in the morning. :DD Really. Sacrifice to wake up in the morning just to get me to the Doctor. And it was long waiting for my turn. Until I slept. Haha~ Did have our Lunch. I don't have an appetite But just for BabyBoo, i just ate. Bought little brother's cake & donut, And went off home. I just don't have the energy to stay out. So, reached home, took my medication and slept the whole afternoon. But only after BabyBoo reached home. Since he has to work at 6, he too slept. Well, he must be tired. But even when BabyBoo was on the way to work, I was still sleeping! LOL~ But I do reply him lah. teehee~

Still, my voice sounds so not me. I have to force myself to get my voice out. haha~ I sounded like a very sick person. Sorry BabyBoo that you get close to me till you get my Flu and Cough. :((

The plan now is to wait for BabyBoo to finish work And i would eat my medicine. I feel so drowsy. And my body is so warm.

Lucky that my interview was postponed to next week. So at least by the time I would be all fine. :))

The week's agenda. Monday, out with family. Wednesday, Dance Practice. Saturday, another Dance Practice. Not sure which day gonna meet up with BabyBoo. boohoo~ Missed him.

Okey then, nights!

Happy Mother's Day.

2009-05-09T19:25:00.005+05:30

Today, went off for Dance Prac in the morning till 1 pm. Was so freaking exhausted since yesterday's Prac. But, everything went off well. Really. Everyone improved. To Shasha, keep it up, u can do it! :DD Love my Danseur Passionnes. Kaki Gereks oii!

Then, met up with BabyBoo. We went off to have our lunch at LJS. again ehh Baby! with Shasha. Shasha on the other hand, was craving ROTI PRATA! adoii~ she's been complaining and asking where to get ROTI PRATA. Breakfast tak dapat, Lunch pon tak dapat! hahaha~

After lunch, went off to Compass Point. Wahh~ Confession, 1st time at Compass Point! haha~ We wanted to find something for my Mom. SInce its Mother's Day tomorrow. We did find one. Gave Mom once i reached home. Told her its from me and BabyBoo. She smile jer seyy! haha~ I Love You Mother! Wish i was working, so that Mom don't have to cook tomorrow. Well, next time okey Mom! :)) And thanks to BabyBoo too!

Gotten what we need, went off to BabyBoo's Place to take helmets. Saw his Mom. Just smile lorh. hurhur~ Then, we slack at the nearest park. :))

BabyBoo sent me home. Sat a while before i proceeded up home. And, BabyBoo, you bawak scary lah ! haha~ But kinda thrilling oso. Butbut, be a safe rider honey. okeyh?

I'm still having my Flu. Plus, Cough. Now, my throat feels so dry, itchy and hurts. Flu wise, despite BabyBoo getting me Panadol Flu, it doesn't work lah, for 2 day's oredi! So, told Dad i want to go doctor, And BabyBoo gonna follow me! :DDD Thanks honey! Sorry if I troubled you, early in the morning have to go so far to my place to take me to the Doctor.

So, hopefully after visiting the Doctor, i would have better sleep and Eat chocolates that BabyBoo has promised me! :))

Shake Your Hips.

2009-05-08T16:41:00.005+05:30

Just came back from Dance practice. And tomorrow another one in the morning. So, the crew has agreed on the name that they wanted me to find. Danseur Passionnes. Meaning ? It just means Passionate Dancers. :DD

The crew also has dicussed that we start small. We aren't going to join Anti Drugs, instead, we are joining the ITE streetdance. I don't know lah the full name for it. So, Danseur Passsionnes, we are going to work for it aites ! Aja Aja ! Fighting ! :P

Today's practice was to brush up on the first few songs and just a little 'do your thang & hips' session. LOL~ Dah mcm Dancing School. haha~ But today, everyone did very well. Really. Despite few of us sick PLUS me. *sneeze*

Okeyh, to ANONymous in my tagboard. C'mon, why using ANON while you can just show yourself. But hey, you must have known my previous journal right ? haha~ Don't be jealous lah. Your Question seem to be familiar too human. If you don't like the way i live, you can just leave my blog okeyh ? My life doesn't disrupt yours right human ? Cos, I've been spending my time with my crew mates, Yusof, family and my BabyBoo. And Yusof is a close friend of mine Even my BabyBoo knows it. So, its your problem that you ain't happy. I Love my BabyBoo. Yes, i have been having Breakups. Some i Do Love, Some i Don't But i Do confess that i Don't Love. So, I Love Raihan, and Raihan Loves me. Answer to your question, What for i Want to think about it ? It hurts and brings guilt. I confess. I leave it as memories. So don't waste your time human. Thankyou. :DD

Since BabyBoo let me play his PSP, my little brother and my elder brother are like playing PSP last night. Tak ingt dunia oii! Told BabyBoo abt it. Both are like talking to themselves. Plus their sound effects. what only lah that both. Can't wait to meet BabyBoo and spend time tomorrow after Dance. :DD Smiling real wide.

Okeyh. Going to wait for Mom and Dad to get back home so that i can eat. haha~ Then, eat medicine, maybe play PSP while waiting fer BabyBoo to finish work. And, sleep ! whee~

Wonderful.

2009-05-08T09:29:00.003+05:30

Had a great time with BabyBoo yesterday. :DD After knowing that the vacancy's left were at Orchard, we went off to have our late lunch. jyeah~ And, i was still having my flu. gosh~ Since i was sick, BabyBoo wanted to get me some chocolates but i rejected. Don't have the appetite to have it although i do love them! hahas~ Instead, he would get it for me tomorrow as he would be meeting me after my dance practice. So, i am hoping that my flu would go away by tomorrow.

We just walk around Vivo and sat at the top to just let the next few minutes fly off. We chatted and even planned for Saturday's day out. BabyBoo wanted me to go hm and change then go out with him. hmm~ I'll reconsider it again lh. Cos, i would be lazy to go out once I'm back home. :DD teehee~

Then, it's time to walk home. At the MRT station saw my MDIS classmates. Angeline and Louis. Didn't notice them at first but when i saw Angeline Smiling, then i noticed Louis. And they are at the same state as me. Jobless. Hunting hotel jobs still. And so, we went off. Reached home, and gave BabyBoo his helmet left in my room.

Now missing him already. huhu~ And Mom was already like, 'good that he picks you up from home. And comes home on time also.' :DD

Today's agenda, to accompany my evil little brother to ICA to renew passport. Maybe mine too. haha~ wth. Like wrong timing seyy. When I'm sick eyyy. BabyBoo gonna be working later tonight. hurhur~ So, well, jyeah. That's all.

Goodbye Earthlings !

07.05.09

2009-05-07T10:18:00.003+05:30

Today, 07.05.09. I am attached to Raihan. Shocked? Hmm~ Well, didn't even think we would end up like this. Meeting him up later on as he would be accompanying me to go for an interview. So currently, waiting fer him to reach my place and we would go together.

A short period of time to another relationship. Well, Let it be that he is something special. :))

BabyBoo, let this relationship last. Really. Cos when you fall for me, I didn't even think you would treat me like your own. Now, i fell for you. Wishing this would last. And that I Love You as much as you Loved me. As much as you show the world im yours, that is how much you mean the whole world to me. Thus our Love story begins.

Full Stop.

2009-05-05T21:48:00.002+05:30

I am Bringing Hatred to certain people. Let them Hate me. I rather let it be that way. Because, Loving me is such a painful thing. If it is, Please forget me. Yes, i can't forget my pass. I can't forget what guys has done towards me. When im totally devoted to them. But when Love really do come for me, I don't Love him. I don't know why. Am i Jealous that someone else calls him Baby ? Cos Baby is a strong word i use for someone i Love. But hey, Why do i even think of this ?
I don't Love him right ? Or am i ?

NO ! I don't. :S

Im looking at a bright side right now. Love has been given to me to really pamper me. Im scared to fall again. To fall, with the same bruises, pain. gosh~ Don't let me fall. To you, whoever, that is going to own me, Please, take care of me. Cos you, may mean a whole world to me. If i were to ever, ever be in Love with you.

Okey, I need a Hot drink. And go to bed. Going to have a tiring day later on. Can't wait to meet up with all the crew mates at Clementi ! whee~

To Azuan, this may not seem to be. For once, listen to me. I may not give you my Love. But I'll go away when you have someone new. But even if not, I will still go away, so that you, Won't think of me. Won't be hurt because of me. I, don't want to be the cause anymore. Let you hurt now than later. :) All the Best for you.

Mr Right might be around. Only time will tell.

Weirder Each Day.

2009-05-04T22:40:00.003+05:30

Watched 17 Again. :DD A very nice movie indeed ! He is Hot ! LOL. Zac Efron eyy. Except for the part that he was in hys real 17 in the movie. The second time he became 17 he looked better. hahas~ Thanks Yusof, for the treat !

yes, people are getting weirder each day. Why ? Well, saw someone i knew who was attached, But introduce himself as Single to a Friend of mine. LOL~ Jerk. And how i knw he was attached ? Picture comments. :DD And jyeah, i dont even think my friend would fall for that Jerk.

Next, The ones that are attached are Trying to Flirt with me. :DD Boohoo! If only their Girlfriend would get to know this, I don't even want to get involve. Please. I would just play my role as a friend. :DD

Then, comes to someone i knew that is 'Handsome'. i don't know lah, he only has 2 pictures. Once was crazy over me. Now he is attached With a chubby Girlfriend. Okey, i may sound Bitchy on this But, They don't suit! Why ? He once told me he doesn't like Chubby girls. But now ? Attached to one ? Omg. But maybe that girl is crazy over him But he doesn't over her. Cos i don't see him going Gugu-Gaga over her. LOL. I just assume But this may not be true. :DD No Offence okeyh ? I do think that chubby girls are cute. Wait ! Am Not a Lesbian okeyh ! Im straight.

Then comes to people that barely know me, Saying 'I Love You'. HAHA~ Worst ever! Then after that, when i say i don't love them and don't wish to be their girlfriend, they got Pissed. Omg. Emo lah plak. Then will scold me. After that, the next Day, Apologise and ask the same question. Same answer given, And the same cycle. Weird ?? jyeah.

So, thats my view. Weirder and weirder it is. HAHA.

Is there gonna be weirder things to happen next ? Not sure. I'll wait to smile about it. :))

Mr. Right.

2009-05-03T01:11:00.002+05:30

jyeah~ My Mr Right is still walking to be with me. :DD

So far, it has been fine. I know it is a little hard on Breakups But, I'm trying my Best Not to actually think of it. Less than 4 months and there is already 2 breakups. Meant to happen or not im not so sure. I believe, there must be reasons why i feel this way and choose this way. So, maybe, I'll put it aside. I know there is a few that is waiting for me But, i hope, The Mr Right will come to show up. Really. I may never know who. But I'll Wait.

I'm having cramps all over after the Dance Practice. gosh~ Muscles are growing around my neck and my tummy. wth~ weird places. Maybe bcos of one of the dance moves. haha~ Cramps2 please go away soon.

I know that the time shows 4 in the morning. :DD And me still wide awake. Not really wide awake. Getting sleepy. This is due to sleeping in the afternoon. hahas~ My bad.

Anyways, i got a new Korean Drama to watch ! :DDDDDDDD Smiling really wide. Im starting on Boys before Flowers. teehee~ Although Rain is not in the Drama, it was still quite interesting. But i found that something similar was about the guy Being Damn Rich and the Girl Being an Average girl. Really. The luxurious, Popular and the Unpopular. Wow~

A big Thank you to Yusof for accompanying my days. hahas~ :)) Sorry if i tease you too much.

To others, thanks for occupying my days. Really. :)) It has been great. Like Adek Aisyah, Shasha, Dance mates, Family. :))

Hmm. For what recent happening on Adek Aisyah, Well, i have no comments. All i could conclude that Guys Will Always Be Guys. Unless you can change my perception. Hmm. All I can say, Everyone goes on different paths now. And it should be Happier that way. Thankyou. :))

Alright. Gonna go to bed now. Tadaaaaaaaa~

Unmyeong. Fated.

2009-04-30T15:21:00.005+05:30

Secret Recipe called me up asking when i can start working with them. Well, i rejected the offer. Why ? Service crew. Working days is not flexible. C'mon, 6 days work 1 day off. Addition to that, you cant choose your off day. And mustmust work on weekends. Then, how am I to go for my Dance Competition ? I just hope that i got the job at Ben & Jerry's instead as an Assistant Shift Leader. Really hope so i get a call from them. :DD

Its back to basic Forgetting Memories. To pile up everything, and put it all inside the box. I confess, i always fall for jerks instead of falling in love with the real Love. Real Love. My mind is in a mess. So messy. Tears that has not fallen so much was at last pouring like waterfall. I am weak. A weak girl that may not be able to differentiate the good and the bad. believe it or not. Yes. Deny what im saying if you don't think so.

Love. It has been with me for the past few years. Bestfriend wouldn't be shock to know i would have a bf and the next thing he knew, Separated. But he doesn't know that it wasn't something i expected of a guy would do towards me when im so devoted to him. It was not easy for me to fall in Love. I am slow in finding Love. I guess. But many i rejected. Why ? Because i just think there is more that both has to know each other.

To hate. To grudge. That has been something i've longed forgotten how it would be. I can't be bothered anymore about having grudges or hatred. Lets just say, there is reasons why things happen. We may Or may not even have the answer to it. Unmyeong. Means Fated. Fated that things happen this way.

But i do believe in one thing. True Love Will Go No Where

Words spoken that hurts was just unbearable after a while. Piercing through my ear drums. Poking needles on it. Bleeding. Confessions. I am Dumb. Dumb not to understand and open up my eyes to see everything.

I Let my Heart decide.

Praying Hard.

2009-04-29T09:24:00.004+05:30

The weather has been a little nice to me. HAHA~ why do i say that ? Because i keep complaining that its humid. Even during the night time. So, i've been eating ice cream when it gets hot. The effects of that, i got a runny nose. HAHA~ Been sneezing a little. Hopefully it doesn't get worst than this.

Today's agenda, i had to go for an interview which they called me up yesterday. Gosh~ Okey, wish me luck i got the job. Cos seriously, it has been pretty tough to get a job. Furthermore, my Diploma result still has yet to be out. Nerve wrecking But i'm just hoping i passed my Exams.

I don't know what to wear ! omg. jyeah~ i really ran out of ideas to match my clothes. gaah~ I guess would take some time to do all the findings. haha~

Gonna be going off to Adek Aisyah's place. She will be accompanying me for the interview. yeay! One reason is because Sister told me to get somebody to follow me. LOL~ Addition to that, i have to help her with her resume. HAHA~ adekadek. Okey !

I guess i should be stopping now. Its like 12pm shown by the hands of my clock And even my phone alarm rang just now. Till the next post okeyh ! :DD

Till then, Take care dearest Readers ! :DD

Trying to be Strong. As Strong As Before.

2009-04-28T13:40:00.004+05:30

OVER. Exactly. Webby with my lovely sister. jyeah~ updated her with what has happened. Sticking to Singles. I am traumatized a little by what happened yesterday actually. With all the screaming, the cries, madness. Speechless. My Love is Not for him. To be exact, I am not falling in Love that easily. Sorry. SORRY. sorry. This is Not happening that Fast.

Had a call up for an interview tomorrow. Hopefully i could start with this job. hmmm~ Praying hard. :DD

To Yusof, congrats for passing your TP. haha. :DD Like im your instructor like that. But well, still a long way for me to take my licence. pfft~ So, to ppl that is registering, wait up, i'll be registering soon too ! jyeah !

okey, anyways, i watched Jangan Tegur Movie. Not scary lor ! Except for the dumb sound effects that makes ppl get shocked. i can get a Heart Attack with that ! fuhh~

Mom has booked me in advance for Monday morning to follow her for check-up. Adoii~ Must wake up so darn early. Neymind lah. For my Mother. :DD

Okey lah. Has not eaten my lunch from just now. Should eat right now. If not, there would be a lot of ppl nagging that i didn't eat right. Okey, Happy. Im eating Now. :DD

Tadaaaaaa~