Thursday, February 10, 2011

A new year, 2011 after years of absence and now with a new beginning & goals. Now, this is my everything. Rahmat Said. My dearest and my life till forever. I live my life for him. Don't ask me why this sudden, but this is how i feel for him. It's been 3 months now & he is my everything now.

It wasn't smooth sailing but surely our love still stay strong. All those fights for this few months has never made me want to break this relationship apart. I know you're special. How we first met ?

He failed once asking for my number when i was with Bestfren (Fanna) chilling out. And so, weeks later, i saw him again at the same place coincidently. :)) I feel something is different about him. Something awaits us. From that on, our love story begins.

So, baby, i wanna tell you, i love you. Till forever more.

Loves,

Hanis

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Heyheyhey !
Hello Earthlings, HumanBeings & Also, Flintstone's daughter . Ehh ? :P

So Yeah, As You Guys Could See Above .
I Ain't Fynaz .

Well, As You Guys Know ..
She's Always Lazy & Yeahh, Don't Need For Us To Say .

Im Currently Bored On The Plane,
On My Way Back To Singapore . So Im Just Here For A Mini-Update .

Thanks For Reading This Lame Post .

Much Love & God Bless ,
Passion .

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Monday, August 9, 2010

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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!I love you, Mommy.Every abortion is just…One more heart that was stopped.Two more eyes that will never see.Two more hands that will never touch.Two more legs that will never run.One more mouth that will never speak.

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

tadaa! will update more pretty soon. in any case, 3 bangles given by eika fr me n nana on my bdae in may! haha! hw lng is dat! lol. okay2. so, yeah, met dem th other day. missed dem til nw! nana gave us a dress each as a souvenir during her trip to krabi island.

nw, im on my way miting boo. cnt wait! toodles! wil update again very soon.

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Friday, May 14, 2010

I don't know what is it right now.
Everything is blurred.
My fault to blame. Forgive me.
I will go. Just as you wished.
Although it is hard, i'll pursue it.
Tears are dripping continuously as i type down these words.
Uncomparable love, just as prefect.
But i was left without any hope given anymore.
I chose to be alone.
On a miserable month of the year.
Where things were nicely planned.
I ruined this.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.
I deserve.

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Friday, May 7, 2010

It has been sometime since i left my blog like this and jst this. So, here i am a few new touch to it. I hope it goes well.

Lots of tings has happened and im glad that now, evrything has settled on its own plce. Im going to a new beginning. To the University. Gosh. Im rather nervous by the word and evrything that is planned for me But im glad things work out that finally, im going Uni. Doing a course that i want to pursue in deeper. May not be something easy, i know, there are people all around me tht will keep motivating me. I appciate all that. Thanks Mom & Dad. Forgive me. I will make you proud this time. Bachelors, here i come!

I will be resigning my current full time job as well. Preety soon. It was a great opportunity and guidance given. Wouldnt want to go away but i cant fullfil to work there when i school. I love everyone in Somerset Grand Cairnhill! Hope to see everyone again. Im trying to find internship for my upcoming course. hmmm~ Will check it out soon.

In any case, its already my 1 year anniversary with him. Muhammad Raihan, i love you! Sorry if i ever hurt you. In which sometimes i do. I apologise. No matter how, it is hard for me to let you go just like that. The person you are, just make a whole of me. Thanks for being the most understanding, most patience and most loving boyfriend ever!

To re-cap, since you came into my life. Till now.

First date. The First day that i Met you. The First Impressions that last.

The Date.

Just Us. And Only Us.

Right below, MuhdEdrylElfiyan. Or cuter to be called Yan. haha! Missed him. If there is a chance, might be seeing him very soon. Did spoke to him on the phone. Aidil was shocked that he suddenly wants to speak to me after so long. xD Wished this little one to have a good life. I bet.

The girls. Only if Cha is in. In any case, i love you girls. xD

Next post might be on my Birthday. Stay tuned.

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